I shall bid a farewell to the old you,the old me... To the all stories that we once share,the histories we once went through. To the smile that we used to see,the laughter we used to hear. To the feelings that I used to have,the pain that you gift me... Farewell...Once and for all...

I'm still young when I first loved you.
I'm sorry for all of the promises that was promised by my young mind...
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...
I wish I could get out from your life,as it could make me disappear from you.
But histories are still ringing in my head.
I can't forget them easily...
I can't forget something that happened.
But I won't fulfill my promises.
Because I'm sure you wont want me to.
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry
Please forgive me...Please forget me...

=D

Hi folks!
Long time didn't update my blog...
Well,school is here once again.
Going to face my PMR test on October...
Must study hard in this year!

So many happenings in school..
Mostly caused by me xD
1 is so serious... :D

Raining season is here as well!
It rained more than 5 times today and our school is flooded!
Grass are under the rain water and drains are fulled.
Hopefully no more landslide like last year...


This is just a short update.
More to come =D

Finally...

It's exactly 1 year...
1 year you've left me alone.
And I still can't forget everything between us.
Why is this happening??
1 year isn't short.
And in this 1 year,I suffer a lot..

Happy New Year!!

Happy new year folks!!
It's the end of 2009 and a new beginning for 2010.
Let's accept it with joy!!
Forget all the bad things about 2009~

Trip to Lio Mato

Day 1 Dec 22nd
I'm having a trip to a long house,far far away from Miri,and in the middle of nowhere.
I'm following both my auntie and uncle as well as my mother.
Some friends too!
Auntie Doris,Auntie Doris's husband,Auntie Salina and Auntie Salina's husband.
A friend of us is a villagers there.
Good thing we know her...Or else,we stand no chance going there.
Everyone woke up at 5:30am...expecting the journey to start at 6am.Unfortunately,our driver was late.So we begin our journey at 7am.
Before we start our journey,we prayed to God that everything will be fine.
Then,we begin our journey...
A expected 7 hours drive.
At 8:15 am,we reached a small town.
Much much smaller than a town.xD
There,we had our breakfast.Although we ate ours,but they haven't...
So,we went for a walk around this tiny town.
Our journey continue at 8:40am...
Before we go,we make sure our car is fully fed.Haha...
It was very fun when all the windows are down and wind blowing our face,but we're forced to roll it up because on 8:55am onwards,there is no tarmac road...Just plain gravel road..Mostly rocks..
It really,really gave me a off-roading feelings...Adding the dust when each vehicle pass by,it's like in a WRC competition where dust are everywhere.:D
Everyone slept though..We all sleep at 2am in the morning,busying last minute packing and woke up5:30 in the morning...A only 3-and-a-half hours of sleep!!
It's was a very long to drive through these 26kmh of terrible road!
All these rocks are shaking our car wildly and we only can drive at below 40kmh..
Which take us almost a hour to reach "safety"..
Until we're at a better road condition,we're driving at 60kmh.
At 11:30am,we're far away from town.
All we could see beside us are trees and trees.Now,we're stopping in front of a stream with crystal clear water flowing.
We had our lunch there and taken a few pictures.
A few rocks as souvenirs as well...
In that stream,there is a kind of rock which is brick red in colour.
They said it could be used for writing.
I tried it and it worked like magic!!
Going to collect more.xD
Our journey continue at 12:15...
Nothing to do in the car...Sleep then. xD
Stopped a few times to take pictures.
There is a part-time photographer following us...My mother's friend's husband,which his wife is the villager.
I called her Auntie Doris.
But they're in another car...Surely they'll stop a lot and take a lot of pictures..
Finally,we reach our destination at 5:30 pm.
Straight away,we greeted the villagers and went to pluck some wild veges for them as dinner.
We walked around the village as well.
The place is just by the river...The water is so cold.
The villagers told us to shower earlier because the cold water will turn into ICE WATER at night!
We wash the veges in the river and we're waiting for dinner. :P
Well,we do help them preparing,but it still take them 2 hours to get ready everything...
When they're preparing,I go to have my shower.
It was 7 then..Water begin to freeze already...
I splash some water on my body to get used to the freezing temperature but it was useless.
When I pour a bucket of water on my body,I instantly jumped up.xD
It's so....cold!!
Feeling so cold after the shower!
Then,we had our dinner at 8.
They prepared something special for us,smoked wild boar.
It taste so amazingly delicious!!
After the dinner,we went out for another walk.
To my surprise,the night view is amazing!
If you look at the sky,all you can see is stars and moon.
There is no clouds or whatsoever like in the city...
The part-time photographer I mentioned before brought along a amazing torch light.
The light is so bright that no one's eyes and look at it for a second!
The distance it can brighten is also amazing....Nearly 100m I guess...
When he pointed it to the sky,all you can see is the dust and mist being shined by the light and it looked exactly like Star War's laser blade!!
It cost...RM400. xD

Yawn...
It's 10 now but I felt so tired.
Bye folks!!
Tomorrow must be a interesting day...
*Elmyn,the corners along the way is awesome!! Mostly are continuously corners...Rally fans must like this place...Surely turbo charged car will be chocked to death by the dust.xD

Day 2 23rd Dec.

Ahh...A new day...
Woke up so early,about 7:30 am.
The air in the morning is freezing cold as well...
Cooler than my air-conditioner and I'm forced to wear my sweater on.Luckily I bring it with me or else I'm a frozen tuna.xD
Don't dare to shower...Water is damn cold.
So,we went for our breakfast.Had Fried bee-hun as breakfast and some cakes as well.
After that,we go and have our trip for today.
A adventure trip...
We used a long sampan build by Auntie Salina's cousin. to go upstream the river until the end.
For them,it's called "the end" because boats can't go any further.
But for me,it's "the starting" because it's flowing down!
And we're going the opposite direction.
Why "the end"?
The sampan riding was great..Playing with the water while the sampan is moving and see how they fight through the strong rapids.
The water is shallow but the current is strong.
There are big rocks a well which make our trip difficult.
On some place,we have to get down and walk in the river while they push and pull the sampan.
My legs almost get swept away once they leave the ground...And the rocks are slippery!!
Fell down a few times but still manage to balance myself before my body touch the water.
The camera is with me...lol!
We had our lunch at the river side.
BBQ chicken wings and fishes fresh from the river..Hehe...
Some fried rice as well!
I bet you can't taste any of these fish and chicken anywhere in town..
Simple,easy,yet delicious.
When they're preparing,I saw a very beautiful,orange in colour butterfly so I went to take some pictures of it.
And guess what?
I made it on my fingers!!
It stayed on my finger for quite some time..
Snapped a few pictures as well!!
Damn...Never thought of it!
After our lunch,we have a long walk to "the end".
It was a walk in the jungle,most likely a jungle trekking.
The "the end" I was talking about is a huge waterfall.
It's low but very wide and the current can sweep everyone away.
Stayed there for a quite long time.
By this time,it's already 3 and we have to get back before the night falls.
So we walk back to the place where we had our lunch..Our sampan is there.
Once we reached there,we pack everything and we hoped into the sampan.
Auntie Doris,Auntie Salina and her husband is going back in another way.
Hugging tires and let the water bring them home.
Quite interesting and fun,but more like scary and dangerous to me.
Once we reached home,everyone is rushing to the bathroom.
I'm second.
Peace..!

It's 7:40 now and I haven't have my dinner...
They're cooking now.
Write this earlier because I felt so tired that I could sleep for hours.
Damn tired,but had some damn fun.

Day 3 24th Dec
It's Christmas eve!
We heard a siren in the morning..
Thought there is a fire but it's actually a morning call.
Telling us that there will be a function at the field.
Marching with traditional costume...
When we came back,we're shocked to see a Sang Kancil hunted down by our hunter.
He went for hunting last night and this is what he got.
It's brain was blast out by the bullet...
We cooked it as lunch and it taste like chicken.
But there is some foul smell...
Well,yesterday,we're going upstream.Today,we're planned to go downstream but unfortunately,the engine of the sampan is broken...So,trip canceled.
Was damn boring in the afternoon.
Trying to sleep through the afternoon but me and my family failed and ended up c hatting.
Then,Auntie Doris said she wanted to go to the orchard.
So,we followed except my uncle.At least it can kill boredom...
Sitting behind pick-up truck along bumpy roads is scary and dangerous but very exciting.
The orchard is owned by Auntie Doris's father.
That's why we got the chance to get some for our self..
Mostly are not ripe though...
Jackfruit,Langsat and Olive...
When we come back,we're shocked to see my uncle missing.Guess where he go?
He was so damn bored so he go and play football with those kids.
HE scored 1 and felt down a few times.
Everyone cheered when he score a goal!
During that,Auntie Doris,Auntie Salina and my auntie went for a volley ball game.
They lose though...
Then,Auntie Doris felt something in her shoes.
When she take them off,a leech is sucking her toe...
It's fat and round and juicy.
Someone manage to help her get it of and out it on a piece of rock.
Then,some naughty kids step on it.
SPLAT!
All the bloods blast out for a sudden and the leech is now as thin as a grass...
Useless thing.
Then,we went for a shower in the river.
The water is icy cold as I've said before.
At night,we went to the church in the village since today is Christmas eve.
We leave earlier because we can barely understand them..
They used their local language.

That's it!
I don't think we can go downstream anymore... T.T
Merry Christmas!! Eve.

Day 4 25th Dec
Merry Christmas!
May God bless you all.
This morning,we went to church.
During the church,there is a auction selling handicrafts made by villagers and money are for charity.
We bought a hat and a basket.
It's so exciting!!
They keep raising the price by RM1.
1 of the villager wanted to buy a knife from the auction.It's a special knife.
When the price is high,only 2 bidders left...Auntie Doris is one of them.
Finally,she won.
Buying the knife for...RM70.
Starting price was RM10.xD
What a very low starting price,high selling price..
The locals here have a culture that on Christmas,they eat in the church.
They prepared foods and bring it there.
So,we had our lunch there.
Those meats are so...fatty.
After the lunch,we went back home and relax.
Chatting with our housemate while eating stuffs.
One of them shared us his love experience.
Damn funny! We all can't stop laughing...
Then,we went for visiting.
This is something that do annually...
Drink and eat a lot,very full..
At night,they attended church while my family stayed. Understand none.
Don't be fooled by this village.
It's a modern one...
You can see kids playing firecrackers xD
This is my best Christmas ever...

I'm now wondering something...
WHY THE HELL TONIGHT IS SO HAWT??
I'm sweating now lol..
Damn..SNOW PLEASE!!

Day 5 26th.
Today,all the villagers are having a picnic by the river.
A lot of villagers attended..
The church band bring along their music instrument!
Microphone,drum,woofers as well...
Cool huh?
We all eat there as well...
Saw how they "settle up" a pig.
From dead to cooked.xD
Very delicious but is very oily..
WHAT A FAT PIG!
After that lunch,everyone went for a swim in the river.
Everyone played happily...
After that,we went back home and do nothing.
Quite bored...
Well,some other family visit us as well.
So finally,there is something to do to kill boredom.
At night,we chat the whole night.
Tonight,it's my first time tasting some 40% Alcohol drinks.
Some taste bad...

Tonight will be my last night staying here...
Busy packing now. :D

Last day,27th.
Finally...
Our journey was supposed to be 8am.
But we're slow so it become 9:30 am..
We bid everyone a farewell and took some group photos before we leave.
Prayed as well.
Sleep in the car like the old times....xD
In the afternoon,we ate lunch by the stream as well.
But this is another stream...
Need to drive through big rocks to reach there.
After our lunch,we head straight back to Miri.
On the way,it rained...
When we're almost reach Miri,there is a part where the roads are gravel road like I mentioned in Day 1.
There,our car skidded due to no traction on the wheels.
The car go sideways.
Damn nice..
Now I know...Sitting in a drifting car felt so nice!
Damn...
When we reached Miri,we missed home much.
All our arms and legs are filled with red spots being bitten by sand flies.
Damn...So itchy!!
Then,we went for dinner outside...
Finally,I can have a nice sleep on my lovely bed. xD
Missed my sleep so much.
Have been playing wildly and lose a lot of sleep!!

~THE END~

It's such a wonderful trip..
Thanks everyone!

On 24th December 2008,it's my first and my last time going out with you..
I still miss this day.
Hoped you're here with me on Christmas.
But it's impossible.
I love you.

Movie with Them.

Aww...
Thanks everyone!
Had a nice movie with all of you.
Vanessa,Alyssa,and Elmyn.

The girls are following my car...
My mom always wanted to see both of you.xD
Elmyn went there an hour before us...Finding a camera for his sister's wedding...
Actually,we're watching 2 movies.
New Moon and 2012.
But unfortunately,the timing isn't right so we only watched 2012...
So we've got to talk around the mall from 12 something till 4:30...
Firstly,we went to buy tickets first.=D
Saw Anastasia there with her friends.
*Sorry girl,can't really recognize you with your hair straighten. That's why I felt weird when I saw you there. Its like I've seen your face somewhere on earth but never know it's actually you.">.<*

After that,the girls wanted to take come pictures so we leave them alone.
During that,me and Elmyn went for some gaming at the arcade.
Initial D...
Dude,you wasn't that bad...xD
Oh my gosh!
It took the girls about half an hour to take pictures...
*Why so slow? I walked past that place a few times and I can still see your bags and feet on the ground.*

After that,we went for another walk.
Quite boring during this period...
Met a new girls today.
*Hi to the girl I met today. Nice to meet you.=D*

And finally,4:30,HERE WE COME!!!
It's my first time going inside Hall 3.
Never been in there before...
Before the movie start,we bought some popcorn and drinks along with us.
Paid for the girls...One "accidentally" used up her money while another didn't bring her wallet with her.

The movie is great...No way I'm writing them here.
Don't worry.xD
After the movie ends,everyone head for their way home while I accompany the girls while waiting for their car...
Such a nice day...

*Nice race buddy! Hope to have another round with you!!
*Vanessa,RM50 bye-bye..xD
*Alyssa,never go out without your wallet. :D It's alright for me to pay for you :)
*Hi Abegal...Nice to meet u. :)
*It has been a few weeks since I last updated my blog. =D


By the way,damn tired.

Braces...

I'm finally with braces..xD
Well,went to the clinic at 1.
Waited for my turn till 2.
Everything done at...4:30.
Damn long...My head hurts lying so long on that hard sit!!!
While waiting,I went down to have my lunch.
We went into a Malay restaurant.
Then,my mom asked for some chillies...
When we pay the bill,guess what?
THEY CHARGED US RM1 FOR THIS LITTLE CHILI!!!
Damn man...Never going to step into that restaurant anymore!!

Alright...Let's get started.
First,he help me to clean my teeth...
Then,he fill in any holes on my teeth.
Finally,the story begins xD
The doctor stick it one by one and finally wire it up with steel wire.
Kinda hurt when he stick it because some force are needed..D=
Done!
That's it...very simple but slow.

It kinda hurt now because I'm still not used to it yet.
Good thing that I asked for some painkillers =D
Going to have porridge as my meal for a week or so.
Doctor told me not to eat any hard food...
Gotta brush my teeth more often now..

Can't eat well without the help of my gone tooth D=

Tooth extraction D=

Aww...
I got 2 of my teeth extracted today because I'm going to have braces next week!
I went to the clinic at 2 which is the time of appointment.
Waited 1 hour for my turn.
Another 1 hour to finish everything..
Take x-ray,this and that,let doctor check,then finally,extraction!!!
The injection quite hurt but no feelings at all when the doctor do the extraction.
The numbness is there for about 3 hours...
Well,it bleed a lot!
Can't really drink water because the numbness is still there...
Felt weird with my lips and my mouth.
I wondered how many days I'm going to have porridge every meal since I got each of my left and right tooth removed.
How to bite?!?

Until now,I don't know what is the truth.
Which way should I go, and what should I do.
I'm trying to forget you but you come back to my mind as I try.
What happened to us?
I know that you don't love me.
I know that you don't belongs to me.
We both know that we wont be together.
But why I just can't forget you and continue with my own life?
Find a better partner than just you?
Why??
It has been 1 year...
All these feelings are killing me...

Went to Bintulu,again.

Yes,again!
Mom is going there to do something so we follow her by car.
Suffering those bumpy roads until we reached there.
Horrible road condition.
Stayed at Regency Hotel last night.
Feel so bored so go out and have supper.
Can't really sleep well...
Early this morning,my sister woke me up to go for buffet breakfast.
I'm sleeping so soundly when she woke me up!
So tired...

I just came back...
My mom don't want to listen to me.
Told her to fill up the tank but she refuse to.
At the end,we ended up having the warning light lighten!
Unfortunately,the petrol station at that small tiny place is closed.
We're half way to Miri by that time.
So,we have to drive another 10 to 11 miles to reach the 24hours station.
Good thing that we reached there.

Have our dinner at 9pm.
Very,very late!
*Yawn...*
Feeling so sleepy now.
Bye!!

Wish you have a nice trip.
May God bless you...

Movie with friends!

I had a movie with some my my friends today..
Awesome fun!
They arrived about 11...I'm late ><
Went to play DotA for a while...They're so pro!!
Then,we went for our movie...3:15.
Tickets are RM10 each.
11 peoples including me so we actually bought the whole row xD
2012 is a very nice movie but it's kind of fake...

Cons
1.2009-2010 in 5 minutes,2010-2011 in 5 minutes,2011-2012 in 5 minutes,2012-0002 in 2 hours...
2.A limo that crashed through cars and buildings still can run...Very strong car!
3.Those volcano eruptions,tsunamis and earth quakes are very fake,but the graphic is awesome.
4.Seems like those rich ones and high profile ones stand more chance to survive while those other citizens stand a chance to die.

Pros
1.Computer work is very good.Disasters seems to be very realistic!
2.Very sad and exciting.
3.A movie worth to watch.

It's totally a very nice movie...
Go and watch it yourself!
After the movie,we went for a walk and everyone went back home..
Such a awesome day!!

Then,I went for a dinner with my family at Pong's Cafe.
The servings there are so big that they can't finish it xD
Lamb chop so big so tasty and so cheap!!

Bye!!

Attended school today...
Few teachers are leaving to either another school or another division.
Farewell to
Cikgu Firdaus:"*Smiling**Shake hand* No more long hair" xD Maybe not. :D
Cikgu Jigum:Thanks for teaching me Geography...
Cikgu Lutfi:I'll remember your words..."Why so noisy?Having s*x party??" Glad that our perverted bitch is gone for good...Now the girls gain their freedom =D
Cikgu Sunny:Thanks for teaching me Sivik!

Had some awesome fun with my friends playing water today.
Poke a hole at the bottle cap and spray it on anyone we like =D
Prank some friends by shaking their hands and spray xD
Then,my friend decided to splash me with water lol!
Boh my clothes and bag are wet...
Well,what to do?
We're not allowed to play with flour and glitter..
Water come to my mind =D

Happy holiday folks!!

Back To School =D

I'm back!!
Thanks to all of my friends who gave me a warm welcome....=D
It's like almost everyone know where I've been!
Thanks for caring me so much =D
Really appreciate it!
Tomorrow will be the last day of school....
No way I'm leaving my friends without a good bye!
That's why I came to school today.
Haha...

So happy to see you...Long time no see =D
Result so bad...Might drop class T.T
Hopefully next year same class with you so I can sit with you xD

Got all my test papers today....

Yup!
All my results are...Bad...
I scored 69 for Science!!
1 more mark for an A...
Test this time is not as good as I thought,but I just hope that I could be in the morning session next year...
Don't want to see his face!!!
I think I'm not dropping class next year..
As long as I'm still in morning session,who cares?
Only 4 classes are in the morning and the other 5 classes are in the afternoon.
:D

Good luck to all of my friends who are taking SPM next week!
May God bless you...

yay!!

Peace!!
Finally 1 week passed..
I went back for check-up today and to take the thread off my wound.
Kinda hurts...
The doctor cut the knot and pull it out...
Since it's a week,let's see...

1 week I didn't sneeze properly...Always pinch my nose whenever I felt like sneezing..Hurts..
1 week I didn't hug anything while sleeping...
1 week no shower.
1 week wash my hair,twice.
Hmm...What else?

Vanessa,your father's Prius is so sexy!!!!
Aww...It's getting popular among us...xD

Ouch...

I'm admitted to the hospital...
Suffering from appendicitis!
Was admitted to the hospital on Wednesday night..
The pain was killing me!!
Emergency operation the second day..
Phew,now it's better.
Thanks for whoever that care about me =D
I'm feeling well...
The operation was fast...30 minutes =D
My first major surgery ><

Stomach start aching right after I had my lunch and I'm ready to school..
By the recess time,it hurts so much that I thought it's just gastric so I go and buy some food.
When the school end,I found myself hardly can walk...><
When I arrive home,I start to vomit.
Hmm...
Parents send me to the clinic soon after.
They gave me...2 injections.Behind me *Think...*
Still vomit,still aching at night..Late night..
So I tell my parents to send me to the hospital ><
So tired when I arrived the hospital..
Feeling to sleep even thou the lights are on and the doctor is talking to me..
Damn tired.
On the second day,the doctor say I must go through a operation to remove it before it gone worse.
What to do?Just listen to him..
The surgery room is damn cold...
Well,at least it's not damn hot xD
They gave me some oxygen thingy and tell me not to close my eyes..
Well,finally I'm asleep =D
Awake after the operation...Feeling so dizzy which I actually slept the whole afternoon...
At night,I'm still feeling dizzy..
Nurse told me to go to the toilet or else the doctor must put a pipe to clear my urine.
I was like..."What the hell?"
Tried my best on that "container".No hope.
They told my parents to bring me to the toilet because I might not used to pee while lying.
*burst out laughing which almost killed me*
Aww...Having difficulties when walking to the toilet.
At least I walked faster than a snail,but it hurts...
Finally,no more pipe =D
I was discharged on Friday,30/10/2009...
Too bad I missed her sms or else she might be there beside my bed T.T

Damn that bitch.
If it wasn't her,I must have finished all my test!
Curse u fail...

*I think no school for me for 2 weeks which is actually still schooling days until the holiday...Some of my friends thought I escaped school...xD*

Doing Alright....

Math paper 2 was okay for me yesterday but it's still considered as hard for my level..
Paper 1?
Piece of cake!!
Calculator is allowed =D!!
For PJK, I simply do.
No comment on that ><

Well,for today,Science paper 1 is kinda easy...
Sivic? Simply do like before =D
Then,I'm having my Science paper 2.
I wrote "biological control" as "biodiversity control".
Damn!!
1 mark flew away~

Hope tomorrow will be better =D

Final Exam...

I'm taking my final exam today.
It's very important for me because I don't want to stay in the afternoon session for next year....
Having my BM paper 2 today.
Quite easy..
I think I can only score 3 marks for my English Novel part..
><
Good luck to everyone taking exams out there...

Sweet..

Sweet!
Mom accidentally pumped diesel into her petrol car.
''=.=

What The Fuck?!?!

Alright..
Yesterday,4 teachers warned me about my hair.
Fine.I go cut.
Well,today,I'm short.
3 teachers.
What the fuck?
I think teachers nowadays are damn useless.
I'm just like 1cm longer than the length in the rule and I'm warned.
How about those who smoke,those who fight?
They wont even care about them.
WHAT KIND OF NONSENSE IS THIS?!?!
Which is more serious?
Hair,fighting,or smoking?
Damn..
I hate those bitches!

Damn..

Wow!
Damn unlucky today.
Well,I'm called to meet Cikgu Kong because I didn't do my revision homework.
I didn't go.
Do he called someone to call me down.
Alright!
I'm there.
Scold me for a while.
Can me.
Scold me for long hair again
*damn..Why it's always that bitch?!!?*
Back to class.
PJK time.
I forgot to weat my T-shirt.
Cukgu Firdaus came.
All of us who didn't wear t-shirt went to the office.
Being scolded for a while.
Then,we played Choo-choo Train.
So "malu"..
Well,at least there is some people that get a worse punishment.
Lecture us about importance of PJK.
Scold me for long hair again.
Promised to cut tomrrow.*fine...*
Went back home.

Well,I did what I've promised to the teacher.
Finally being good lol!
Damn unlucky today..

You're Not Alone..

You're not alone...
I'll always be there for you...
You're in my heart,never letting it go.
Thou you're far away,I'm still missing you...
You'll always be my heart,in my life.
You made my day a greater day,a greater life to explore.
I wish that this is a love story with a unexpected beginning and a wonderful ending...
But it seems to be ending like it's no one's business...
When you walk away,I count the steps that you take..
When you're gone,another piece from my heart is gone.
Do you know how much I need you?
Just wish that everything will be fine.
But in fact,it has gone worse...
I want to hold it forever,but I saw you beside never...

School tomorrow!!!
Bless them with good luck for those who had taken their PMR few days ago...
By the way,my homework isn't finished,yet!

First time Doing this...

Well,today is my first time coming back from school BEFORE the school start..
It all begin like this.

I went to school as usual,but I only saw a few peoples.
Well,maybe it's still early because our school starts at 2.
At 12:30,I felt so bored and so hot!
Weather today is so horrible...
By that time,I planed to call my parents...
At 1:30,I made my way to the public phone and called my mother.
After that,she came and pick me.=D
Then,as well as my family,we went out with my mother.
Hey,I've got a chance to take a picture of Hummer H3 today!!
No luck for the Nissan Skyline R35 though..

Well,I'm considered as escaping school today but hey,it's so unfair!
Form 1&2 of morning session have 3 days of holiday which is today,next Monday and Tuesday.
Form 1 and foundation class of afternoon session have their holidays on wednesday,thursday and friday.
But the form 2 afternoon session only have 2 days oh holiday!!!
Damn unfair...

Happy Moon cake Festival!!

Happy moon cake festival for all the Chinese folks out there!!
How is the moon cake?
Haha...
Well,the moon tonight seems to be larger and brighter,lightning the earth~
Moon cake is so delicious!!

Well,going to share some pictures with all of you here.
Guess what I've saw?
Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 in Miri!!
He is the richest guy in Miri..Believe me!!

He is speeding..

Nice rims!!


Happy moon cake festivals everyone!!
Had a wonderful day taking pictures of this beast!
There is a few more but uploading to blogspot is very slow..
So,sorry!><

I know that you're gone.
But I just felt that another piece is still here,remain untouched...

Dark So Fast!!

Wow guys!
It's almost the end of the year!!
And look,Miri is getting dark earlier.
It used to be dark at 7.But now,6:15 is considered as dark!!
C'mon..
It just started yesterday.
1 day before it's great,24 hours later it's changed.
My time is like changed!
While going back to my home,I felt like it's going to be 8 or something.xD
Test is around the corner.
Hopefully I'll be in the morning session next year!!

School..

HaizZz...
School starting tomorrow!
My daily routine was totally changed during the holidays.
Sleep late,wake up late,lunch become breakfast and dinner become lunch.xD
Not in the mood to school yet.><
So many happenings during the holidays..
Happiness,sadness,fun and so on.
After a few weeks we'll be sitting for our last test!
Hopefully I can be in the morning session next year.;)

Maybe it don't belongs to my life.
I shall let it go.
Start a new life with everything that I focused.
Now,I shall bid a farewell to my old life,and have a great welcome party to my new life.
Farewell....
Now and forever,it's gone.

Movie With Friends!

Hello folks!
I had a wonderful movie at the cinema with my friends today!!
Well,we watched the same movie 2 times because of some reason.;)
Where Got Ghost?
A video from Singapore...
It's so funny and so scary.
On the first show,all of us are shocked.The audio system is just too great.;)
On the second show,we're just watching it like nothing ever happen.
We watch it 2 times just to accompany our other friends.
They came late...
The story is about ghost,but it's not scary as those ghost movie out there.
It's more to be comedy.
We had some awesome fun today!
*yawn...*
Well,it's time for me to go!
Where got ghost?xDD
*seriously,there is.;)*

Greatest Day Ever!!

Wow!
These are my greatest day ever in my 14 years of my life!
Well,I love cars..Especially those sport ones.
On Friday,Saturday and Sunday,I'm out all the time from morning till evening because my parents bring me out!
Well,I have my camera with me by then.
Spot so many sport cars!!
Lamborghini,Ferrari,Porsche,you guys ever see them?!?
Wow!
It's so awesome~
Once a saw a sport car,I'll tell my mom that I saw something and she stop her car to let me take a picture of it!!
I've got about 20 pictures!
It's totally awesome...
Uploading pictures to blogspot is taking too much time so I don't think I'll upload it.;)
Man...
Wondering when I can see Audi R8 in Miri.
o.o

Swimming lessons?

Yeah...It's true!
I'm going for my first ever swimming lesson.''=.=
Felt quite nervous at first but it's quite fun.;)
Since I don't really know how to swim*although my nickname is Ikan=fish xD*,so my mother send me to the public swimming pool to learn some new skill.
Hopefully I'll be great after 2 months.xD

Why Would You Never Fuck Off From My Life?!?!?!

You're so fucking horrible!
I'm right!
Once I saw you,my luck sure turn bad like today!
Force me go motivation camp huh?
I don't feel like going...
Spot check twice a week?
What the hell?
Please...
Fuck off from my life!
I have mine and you have yours.
Mind your own business please..

Tuition...

Well,I'm having my Mathematics tuition today.
Firs time.;)
The teacher is good..Good enough to teach me everything!
The classroom is small and only consists a maximum of 8 students.
2 seats are empty,and everyone inside is either my classmate or schoolmate.xD
They're 1 chapter ahead of our school.
During mathematics lesson today,when the teacher is teaching,I'm talking.Haha..
Because our school teacher is a little too late than my tuition center.^^


I wondered what happened to Streamxy recently.
Malaysia's ISP.
So lag nowadays..
Loading my own blog-spot need a few minutes?
It used to be a few seconds.
Well,just hope that everything will be fine before the Hari Raya holiday because it's just around the corner..

Hahaha...Funny!

Funny things happened today!
Well,we have our civic lesson today.
Last week,the teacher ordered us to finish our corrections.
Those who don't have to take their shoes off and walk with bare foot the whole day.
Franke and Raphael didn't do.
Instead of the corrections,the teacher also ordered us to memorize something.
Well,I passed up my corrections incomplete .;)
The punishment for those who didn't memorize was singing our Satu Malaysia theme song.
Everyone sang but they didn't sang well so the teacher wanted them to sing over and over and over again.
More than 4 times.
Franke didn't follow them so he sang a solo after everyone did.
That's all for the punishment!
Now,the teacher want the whole class to sing,without looking at the lyrics paper.
Hardcore...
There is 2 students in my class that like to make fun of everything possible.
When we're singing,1 dance behind the teacher.
When the teacher move close to the second student,he danced too!
Everyone noticed him as well as the teacher.
So his punishment is to sing a solo like Franke did.
He didn't remember the lyrics so he simply blab the song.
Blablabla and suddenly a lyric came out.
As well as a special Selamat Hari Raya.xD
I can't describe the teacher's emotion and facial expressions.
I saw watery eyes,red nose but she didn't cry.
Weird huh?
Although it's weird,it do give the whole class some laughter..
A day to be remembered.;)

Oh,there is also a spot check today.
I bring my correction pen. o.O
Hide it perfectly..hahaha...

Again?!?!?

Oh crap...
That was my third Rubik's cube!
Well,stolen in school again.
Get the fuck off my stuffs please...
Go earn yourself your money!
Jeez!

FUCK OFF!!

Hey you!
You don't like me is it?
Tell me earlier then!
Every time I saw you,my luck will surely be sucked to the core of the earth!
Fucking damn unlucky every time I saw you!
They did more major problems than me.
But why only me?
Other peoples just give them warnings?!?!?!
Tell me if you won't like me because I don't like you neither!
And I'll disappear in front of you!
Fuck off me!
I don't want to see your fucking damn shitty face!
FUCK OFF BITCH!!!

PC Back!

"Welcome back!!
It's been a long time since the last time I properly used you!"
Haha...
Well,my internet connection for my PC is fixed!
Never access to the internet using my PC from the day I moved to my new house.">.<
I used my mother's laptop since then.
Now,the hard disk is fulled of my "junks".^^
Anyway,welcome back!
You'll be servicing me by today.^^

There might be no chance,but there might be miracle.
There might be no hope,but there might be wish.
There might be no love,but there will be feelings.
I love you,and there might be a chance.
A chance that I've been waiting for since the day I realized that I love you,
a chance that might just disappear forever...
I shall bid my farewell,whenever you leave my soul...

Thanks...

Thank you for accompanying me the whole day...
I really miss you much.
Yes,I still do love you.
I know that your have a ex-boyfriend.
But that doesn't matter because I know I still love you..
Thank you...
I love you...

Striping Game=Ultimate Fun!

Well,some of my friends get bored during moral class and Malay class because the teacher is marking test papers so we got a chance to play!
At first,I played Rubik's cube and I get bored very fast.
Then,I heard my friends laughing very hard behind me and I heard my name mentioned so I go and join them.
Well,it's almost like "truth or dare",but they changed a little.
Soon,we moved to the tables at the front because the back was so hot!
Just then,my friend suggested we play this "stripping game"!
There will surely be another name for this but that's what we called it.;)
Well,it's so fun to play!
There are 5 persons,4 are players and 1 are helper since he don't want to play.
We count to three,we put our hands on the table.
The back of your hand represent black and the front of your hand represent white.
If there are 3 black's and 2 white's,those who place white got to take of 1 button of their shirt.
If there is 4 black's and 1 white,then he got to take off..2!^^
6 buttons for each cloth including the button at the collar,necktie and taking out our shirt count!
After everything are taken off,loser must open their shirt for 1 second.^^
Well,that's how we played this game..
It's so fun!
I guess our group is the one with most laughter.^^
I lose 3 times.Unlucky me...xD
By the way,it's still fun!
When my class monitor is going to open his shirt,we shout her name and tell her to look at him "stripping".
She like him so we go and disturb him.xD
Anyone want to try?
Better to do this with only 1 sex or else,you know.;)

Damn Unlucky...

HaizZz...
Few weeks ago,the teachers said that projects must be submited before 1/9/2009.
But then,we have the lesson at 3/9/2009 so I plan to hand in today!
I've been sleeping every morning at 2am and wake up early at 9am to finish the projects and guess what the teacher told us today?
"Kerja kursus kamu ditangguh sehingga lepas Hari Raya".
What the hell man!
There is like 2 more weeks for us to do but they don't inform earlier!
Make me rush everyday.''=.=
Another thing,everytime same lah..
Hair again.''=.=
Suddenly got spot-check and I got my Rubik's cube in my bag!
1 Correction liquid and Vanessa place a pen drive in my pocket.
She almost killed me...
*Don't lah...*


And today is 15/7/2009 in the Chinese calender.
In the old days,the Chineses believe that on today,the hell gate will be opened and let the souls roam on earth for 1 month to find their beloved ones.
Hungry Ghost Festival.
Well,I'm quite scared.">.<
Just wish that all of "you" down there can find your beloved ones and be fed by them in this month..
R.I.P!

Trip To Bintulu!

My cousins from the west Malaysia arrived miri yesterday morning and for the next 2 or 3 days,I'll be at Bintulu!
Here is a short diary I've wrote about the trip..
Enjoy!

Day1.
We take off from my house at 7:15 am but somehow,they waked me up on 6 am.''-.-
I drank coffee on the previous day and I didn't sleep well.">.<>.<>.<><
After a while,we went for dinner at the restaurant opposite our hotel.
When we get in there,we saw a big hall but there is a notice board next to the door saying that
"<----- VIP room"
Everyone of us stepped in and every single person looked at us as we're aliens from the other planet.
By then,it's raining and of course that we have an umbrella with us.
This make us more uncomfortable with those eyes...
By the way,the worker there claimed that we can eat there but 4 of the younger ones here wanted to eat at another floor because of those eyes..xD
After we had our dinner,we walked around our new hotel and halfway around,everyone went back to the room except me and 3 adults.
After a few minutes,we decided to go back to the room.
On the way,guess what we saw?
The bug that fear me most!
Eww..
There are actually 2 of it!
Ugh!
My mother go and take the picture of it and I stepped back as far as I could but keep a distance from them because I don't want to get lost.
While she is taking the pictures,the other adults join her.
It actually took them 5 minutes to take a single picture!
I need to scold them so they can actually go back to the hotel.
Well,it worked like a magic but spoiled then that thing begin to fly!
They rushed back again.''-.-
That's what I called a "sakai".
xD
Ahh...
Finally we are in the comfortable 4 star hotel room~xD
Hopefully I have a good sleep tonight because I had bad sleep for 2 days!
Good night~

Day 3
Finally I've got a chance to sleep on the bed.
Haha..
Had quite a good sleep last night!
Well,after we packed all the things,we checked out and went shopping once again.
It's quite small actually but we ate at the food court.^^
After that,we went for another ride on the car driving around the hotel area and places nearby.
We bought junk foods and went to a shop to buy souvenirs.
I bought a key chain for my pen drive.^^
Then,we set our journey back to Miri.
It was 4:15 pm then...
The ride is quite fun because we ate more than the time we come,and we chated more.
We even laughed hard!
Even I had a good sleep last night,I still feel sleepy in the car and actually slept!
Peoples out there,sleeping is a very good thing on long journey as long as you're not the drive.
Once the eyes closed and awaken,you're at the destination.;)
When we reached Batu Niah for a break,I woke up from my short sleep.
It's 6:40 when we reached Batu Niah and the sky is dark...
Just then,I receive a call from the house maid.
Guess what she said?
My dog actually passed away.
I'm totally stunned by that time...
HaizZz...
Can't believe such a wonderful trip will have this kind of thing happening..
She had been guarding my house about 10 years..
It's her time to have a good rest...
After we reached Miri,we went for dinner...
Just as I sat down,I hear a loud engine noise on the street.
Guess what?
It's James Ling's Lamborghini!
Miri first and only bull...
After the dinner,we went straight home...
*Pictures will be uploaded soon*

Happy Birthday Vanessa!

Happy 14th birthday Vanessa!
1 year older liao~
May your wish come true.^^
Hope you enjoyed your birthday with people around you.

Finally,it's the last day of our periodic test!
Today's subject is quite easy but I'll never forget civic!
It's horrible...
At the end of the test,we need to clean out classroom but me and a gang of my friends are just playing.
Guess what we play?
Poke a hole at the cap of a water bottle and spray the other people.;)
Well,some of the people that don't know they're being sprayed walked away like nothing ever happened but we're laughing out loud!
At the end,they all "gang bang" me...
They actually sprayed the water on my but* while I'm taking to my friends.
It's like a part of my but* is wet!
So funny until I need to untuck my shirt to cover it.
That's not the end yet...
They spray my shirt!!
''-.-
Well folks,I'm going to Bintulu tomorrow with my family.
Might not be posting for a while...
I'm bringing my "lappy" but I'm not sure if there is any Internet connectivity there.
">.<
It's time for me to go sleep now...
Will be taking off tomorrow 6am.
Bye!

I Never Felt This Good...

Ahhh....
Seriously,I never feel this good!
It's some awesome feelings...
Guess what?
I had my civic test just now and it's about politic.
40 objective questions and 3 pages of subjective questions.
Wondering why I feel good huh?
It's because I "tembak"all the 40 questions!
Shot them all..
Simply do!
For the subjective questions,I left 2 pages blank.
;)
All my friends finished the paper within 20 minutes and everyone started to make noise.
Some cough and the other follow,some make those shh noise and everyone started to follow.xD
Well,I actually said "diam lah!semua fail!" which means "be quiet!everyone failed...".
I think my class is the noised class among all of the classes in the block.xD
My civic teacher is horrible you know...
She can scold you non stop without drinking water.
She have her tudung warped until her v*gin*!
I think we're getting doomed once the school start.
;)

Where are you?
I need you...
Are you remembering me?
I'm missing you...
Are you lonely?
I'll be there for you...
Bot you denied.
Giving up is just around the corner.
Are you sure?
Perhaps I shall give up...
Whatever that don't belong to you will never be,right?
"let go the person you love.If she come back to you,it's yours forever".
Perhaps I should try that..
But when should I try?
I know that you've lied to me.
I know that you've hurt me.
And that's the reason for everything...

Happy Birthday Alyssa!

Alyssa!
Today is your 13th birthday!
Happy birthday girl!
You're 1 year older.^^
May your wish come true~
Sorry if I can't get you anything but next year,I'll.^^
I heard that you've fell down just now and you cried.
Don't worry,it's gonna recover in a few days time.^^
Next time be more careful.
Okay?

Well,I'm sitting for my test today...
It's quite horrible.
Um..All the tests are...
Oh!
During the test,it rained a lot..
And I experience a very rare natural phenomena...
I'm in a class.
It's less than a few meters wide.
On my right side,I looked out the window,it's raining with the sun shining bright.
But on my left side,it's dry!
It's weird...
Here is another interesting things going on during the test.

In the evening,the sun is shining bright in the class as usual.
You know,after you completed your test paper,it's very very damn boring...
Those students who sit at the sides,take out all the things that can reflect sun light out.
They reflect the lights onto the black board in front of us and "bang" other person's light.
Those who noticed laughed and we're like watching a movie in the cinema!

Happy birthday Alyssa!

Never Again!

Oh no...
I escaped class today and get caught.
4th time I guess...
It's moral lesson and me and my friend plan to change class.
Actually,2D3 study with 2D4 and half of 2D4 study with 2D5.
I escaped from 2D3 to 2D5. ><>.< *Chinese is extra class...* HaizZz...
Need to study hard after the punishment.
I don't want to get kicked out so early..
Well,as I've done it I must be responsible.^^


And here is a good news!
It's been 1 and 1 half month since the last heavy rain in miri.
Well,it's dry season here and all the rain that rained last less than 30 minutes and it's not heavy at all!
This afternoon,when I'm going to school,I saw black clouds in front of me.
I hardly wished that it will rain...
True enough,it rained!
Only a little and I can smell some weird smell when it rained.
Weird huh?
And now,it's raining heavily!
With the companion of thunder and lightning,it scared me.
T.T
It's still a good news because Miri is going to be lack of water if it don't rain!

Acid Rain?

Science lesson here~
Haze+man-made rain=acid rain?
I'm wondering this because Miri will have a man-made rain tomorrow.
The haze is horrible in Miri!
Well,it improved today for a short while when strong wind blow them away but the haze are back after a few hours.
Oh no...
All you can see at the field beside my school is brown grass...
All dried!
Something good happened just now...
It rained!
A few drops of rain that can't even wet the road.''-.-

Something bad happened at my school today...
A boy actually felled down and he lied on the floor.
When I saw it,I tough he passed out but actually,no!
He broke his leg.
Pity him...
When the teacher lightly touched his leg,he yelled.''-.-
This "show" end when the ambulance arrived...
I hope he is okay~
At least 1 month no school...

Last Day Of Concert...

Hello folks!
Today is the last day of St.Columba 80th anniversary concert...
Well,I guess yesterday was more interesting because today,YB Lee Kim Shin came to have a speech!
Speech...Imagine that!
Well,we owned the stage!!
Bass Evil shuffle~
Everyone screamed...
After the performance,a lot of girls come and take pictures with the performers!
Ah long...
You very easy get girlfriend liao..
So many fans!
xD

Erm...
About the videos,my leader haven't upload them yet and the size are so big!
But I promise,within this week,it will be uploaded.^^
HaizZz...
I hope next year will have another concert like this.
It's so fun!
Well,the shows have changed a bit...
But the good shows are always there!!
xD
Alright...
Got to go now..
Bye!
Bass Evil!!!

St.Columba 80th Anniversary Concert!!!

Happy Brithday!
I just came back from the concert!
The shows are great!
Too bad that I only recorded some but I'll upload them tomorrow.
Quality too good causing the file size so big!
Within all of the shows,only a few are performed greatly!
Shuffle by Bass Evil,choir,brass band and the drama from the boy's scout.
The others sucks!
Especially solo singings.
So bored...
I bought my RM30 ticket so I'll be sitting in the front!
And guess what?
Few heads are in front of me.
Blocking my view!
Especially when Bass Evil is performing on the stage.
The whole screen is clear but her head appeared!
Puan Robinatte Tiong...
''-.-

Eh Alyssa,your make-up very pretty leh..
Almost cannot reconize you.
">.<
As well as Vanessa!

Well,I'm going for 2 days...
Every recordings will be done by tomorrow.^^
Stay tuned for my videos!
Especially the drama...
I bet you'll laugh hard!
Oh,if the size is too big to be uploaded here,youtube will be your only choice.
Bye~
*So hungry during the concert!
Taking my second dinner now.xD*

Haze Gone Worse!

Oh no...
The haze gone worse today!
Do you guys noticed that the sunlight with haze will turn out to be orange?
Yeah...It's true!
Orange sunlight this whole afternoon..">.<
Oh yeah,when I'm coming back from scholl today,I saw thick smoke in front of me!
It's actually a wild fire happening some distance from Pasar Tamu,a vegetable market.
You guys want to know how thick the smoke it?
It's like a Nissan Skyline with 1500bhp doing a burnout with Kumho tyres!!
*Google them if you understand none.xD*
Ugh!
I need to close the window of my bus in order to breathe well!

Jocelyn,he is over...
Look for the future but not the past.
How many times I've told you?
The future is bright but the past is filled with darkness.
Wake up please...
It's over...

HaizZz...
The API readings yesterday was 117=unhealthy level..
I wondered the API readings today?
Can't wait for tomorrow's newspaper!!

Hazy Day!!!

*Cover my nose*
Ohhh...
Miri is now covered with haze!
It started with a open fire *or maybe jungle fire?* at Kuala Baram today...
Morning is already very bad but worse in the afternoon?
Plus,today is so damn hot!
Refer to my long-ago post about the "small desert" in the field,next to my school.
Within a few more days,it's going to be a full desert!
All the grass are turning brown and not a single drop of rain have dropped.
When it's about 5 in the evening,the sun is shinning like nothing is blocking the sun light!
No clouds,no anything in the sky...
It's killing my eyes as my seat is beside the window.''-.-
Oh,I saw something special when the haze is going on.
Anyone of you ever see a cloud with 7 colours?
I've seen them today!
It's like a piece of cloud combining with a small rainbow.
How rare!
About the haze,I wondered what will happen tomorrow.
I was dreaming as I'm in Genting Highland this whole afternoon.
Looking out from the window,everything is white.''-.-
The government didn't do anything to stop the haze!
Temperature of today is 38'c.
That's slightly a lot higher than the normal temperature in Miri!
Time to go to the swimming pool...

What The Fuck?

So unlucky today!
There was a fight happened and so the assembly postponed to today.
And guess what?
I get in trouble again...''-.-
This time,I didn't answer the teacher but just some body language because everything i said will be an excuse for the teachers.
*they're retarded...*
HaizZz...
He said if I don't cut my hair today,I won't be attending class.
*What the FUCK?*
That's horrible!!
Well,he called my mother and told her everything and I kinda get scolded when I came back from school.
After dinner,I went to the hair saloon.
T.T
Now I look like a school boy.
O.o
How long it will take?
Oh no..

Eclipse!

Wow...
There is a total eclipse happening today in China!
Too bad it's not in Malaysia...
For the Malaysians,we can only see a partial eclipse,which is half or less than half of the sun is covered...
Just like the one that I've seen on 26th January,this year.
Well,it happen from 8:35 am until 9:48 am.
And guess what?
I woke up 7am waiting to see it.
I thought that Malaysia is going to have a total eclipse.">.<
The sun shine like lasers!
Hurting my eyes as soon as my eyes felt the light.
Damn...
At about 9:25 am,a friend of mine told me that he saw the eclipse outside his house!
So I rushed outside my house and take a look.
I'm so luckily that the clouds blocked the sunlight,exposing the sun.
It's so little!
I'm so happy,I rushed in the house and grab my camera,then my friend told me that he saw the moon moving away from the sun.
As I rushed out,it's gone.''-.-
Booo!!
They said that Malaysia,it's just 17% of the sun covered.T.T
January 26th,July 7*Missed...*,July 22nd and the next will be 6 August.
That's what I found form the Internet.
A lunar eclipse...

Last night,I've sent messages informing my friends to enjoy this sense.
I don't know that Corina,a friend of mine,don't read Chinese so I actually wrote 日食.
Solar eclipse in mandarin.
And guess what?
She thought that there will be a Japanese food show in the morning.''-.-
Those who read mandarin know what I mean...
Eh Corina,what happen to you?!?!?!

The best eclipse I've ever seen was on 26th January...
How I wish that I'm at China,enjoying the total solar eclipse!
HaizZz...

Happy Birthday Alex!

Yo folks!
I just came back from a huge birthday party...
Yeah...Just came back!
We celebrate his birthday on apartment,21st floor of Imperial Hotel.
That's high...Very high....

When I arrive about 12pm,they too arrived so I helped them take all the food into the room.
We ate them as our lunch.
o.o
His mother's cooking is just awesome...
Then,they went to swim so me and my friend decided to have a walk in the market.
And guess what?
I need to register for them to swim.
And for my surprise,I saw Mr.Kong.
With a girl!
He date her?
OMG!!!
Too bad that I don't have a camera with me...
Me and my friend just laughed hard when we actually saw them.
She is very young....
Well,we followed them for quite some time until they actually get lost.
Weird...

After that,we went back to the apartment.
For our surprise *yeah...again!*,more people joined us!
There was like more than 13 peoples in the living room!
We chat,played like wild monkeys and shuffle with our speaker loud...
No worries because there is only 2 peoples using the room in the 21st floor and 1 of them is our birthday boy,Alex!
*Happy birthday Alex~*
For our dinner,we ate KFC fried chicken...
Then,they went for swimming again.''-.-
When they swim,the guard actually told me that we can't swim because we are below 18,and case ever happened there...
And because me friends already jumped in the pool,they gave us 30 minutes to swim.
T.T
Well,me and my friend is sick of waiting the lift so me and him actually took the stair from 5th floor to 21st floor!
We're happy when we reached 21st floor and guess what?
The door is locked!
So we actually went back down until a nice guard opened the door on the 13rd floor when he heard our voice..
Damn tired...
After that,the other people went for some clubbing and we stayed in the apartment.
Doing the same thing as we did in the afternoon,but the night is better...
We talked about ghost stories!
Remember..this is a tall building and "things" like to lurk around here.
So we actually sat near each other and spoke each other.xD
Until one of my friend played 1 prayer song using his hand phone..
Haha...
That's late night tough...
When it's about midnight,we become more crazy and we rule the living room...
Loud speaker,loud laughing,loud talking.
^^
We still spoke each other this time...
Well,when my mother actually called me in the midnight,everyone refused to company me to go down because they're all afraid of "things".
''-.-
Until some actually brave them self and company me!
By the way,they other friends of mine sleep there and I didn't.
Home sweet home~
xD
Alright folks,time for me to go bed~
*Yawn...*
*Edit*
There is 2 cakes for Alex!
1 is from his parents,1 is from us!
Our team member's birthday so we collected money from the other members and bought a chocolate cake for him...
His parents bought a cookies cheese cake...
Both are just awesome!

Back To School!!!

I've recovered and now I'm back to school!
Everyone seems to be forgotten about me because there is no one asking me why I'm absent.
T.T
Besides me,a lot of my friends a re absent too!
Even my class monitor...
Before the H1N1,every one is healthy and present but now everyone is sick at the same time?
Miracle...

By the way,as I've mentioned before,I'm taking 3 days of sick leave.
Because of I've recovered,I actually took 2 days...
And very unfortunately,there is a sport check today!
Why every time the sport check must be the first day I come to school When I'm absent?
Fate~
I forgot to cut my nails~
*Nails and hair is my ''very popular'' problems~*
What's next?

No School....

HaizZz...
Just flu and need to have a sick leave?
3 days?
Oh no...

I wanted to go to school because it's so fun hanging around with my friends,but my parents don't allow.
When I reached school today,my parents go and asked Mrs Tan whether I can go school or not.
For my surprise,Mrs Tan say NO!
So I went back home with my sister.
How about tomorrow?
I hope I actually can go school...
1 of the reason my parents don't allow me to go,is because if weak anti-body and
I need some rest.
In case of my transmit my flu to someone else,I'm going to get blamed.
HaizZz...
Bored~
Everyone is in school when I online during the morning and afternoon.
What to do?''-.-

Well,I went to the clinic this morning and the doctor gave me some medicine...
The cough syrup is quite tasty with a F&N orange taste. o.o
A few minutes after drinking that,I went to sleep and I wake up in the evening.
Wow...That's some long sleep.
Wondering how I'm going to sleep in the night!

I'm Sick!

I'm suffering from cough and cold right now...
Coughing is one of the A H1N1 symptoms!
Bless me guys..xD

Going to the clinic tomorrow to have a check up!
Better no ''special'' holidays because I hate catch up!
Now I'm just at the beginning of my new chapter and I'm going to miss it?
No way...
*Sneezes!*

Teacher's Comments...

Well,I made an appoint with the teacher at 2 o'clock during Hari Pelanggan.
But then,my mother is late!
We reach there by 2:15...
To my surprise,I'm the 19th!
Where is everyone from 12:30 to 2:30?''-.-

Alright...
After some talk from my mother to the teacher,this is what the teachers comment in me.
Most of them are negatives...

I have a ''don't care/don't mind" attitude.
Mathematics=lazy do homework.
English=talkative.
Science=no problem! *the only positive...*
History=sometimes lazy

Wow...How great I'm?xD
When the teacher are commenting,my and my mother just laughed.
Weird huh?
But seriously,all of the comments are true...

Help!!!

Refer to my previous post.
Remember that my school got someone that is suspected to be infected by H1N1?
Well,almost ever one in the afternoon session know this news.
Guess what happened today?
Many people wear masks to school and the security guard wont let us go out from the school compound as soon as we stepped into the school.
Any reasons?''-.-
I wanted to buy ChokiChoki but she don't let me go.Damn lah...
She allow but only 1 people.
What happen if kidnapped?o.o
Everyone rush to G-mart to buy them self a mask until the shop is out of stock.
Instead of using it properly,they played with it.
C'mon!
Use some common sense..
You're wearing a mask. It's clean.
What happen if you take it off?
Germs can be on it..the inside.
And you're wearing it again.
''-.-
By the way,how we eat?''-.-
HaizZz..
I hope this school don't have any H1N1 positive students.
Or else:
1st:we get ''extra holiday''
2nd:we need to get 'extra'' school
And what's 3rd?

Oh,here is something that happened in my class.
During History period,I forgot to copy my notes and Emily and some of the other students didn't bring their note book.
As a punishment,the teacher ordered us to squat down and walk.
3 rounds in the class.
It started very fun but on the second round,my legs are getting tired.
Luckily,the guy in front of me keep pretending to pull his pants up so I can get some rest.xD
Now,here is Emily's case.
Guess what is her punishment?
''Pull your ears,squat down n stand up.Repeat that for 20 times''.
That's easy!!
She laugh when she is doing it.''-.-
It's so funny!!!
Emily,sia soi lah...

Oh No...

So,here is it!
H1N1 striked Miri and just as I step in the school compound,my friend tell me that in the morning session,some one just got it!
Damn!
And the news spread to the whole afternoon session within a hour...
Everyone started to cover their nose and mouth with handkerchief *only if they have bring...*,with their hands *wont this make it worse?* and even funnier,some one tied his tie on his nose.''-.-
Hopefully we will get some ''special'' holiday.^^
Well,I don't think this thing is really that bad...
HaizZz...
My parents don't even let me out!
By the way,Vanessa,you're sick leh~
Drink more water lah...
Dun suspect yourself on H1N1 because you still can breathe freely.^^
Hehe...
Well,wondering what will be told during the assembly tomorrow.
Keep clean maybe?

Hari Pelanggan?

So my school is organising this day which parents are invited.
What they do is,they talk with the teachers about their kid's academic.
And guess what?
We need to go! With? School uniform!
Damn...

And there is also a rule,saying that those who didn't come will not be able to get their report card.
What the fu*k?
I'm going to force my mother to go..
Report card is so important!
HaizZz...
By the way,I'm in trouble once again.^^
Glad to be because a game just started!
Hope it don't end soon..xD

Nothing to update these few days...
So bored lah!

H1N1

Damn..
I'm supposed to go out today but because of H1N1,I can't go out!
Luckily,the laptop is with me.^^
Peoples around the world know what H1N1 is,so I don't need to explain..
When will this decease be cleared out?
Can't wait to do out...
On the 18th of July,my friend is celebrating his birthday and he invited me and a few of my friends to have a buffet dinner.
Damn you H1N1!!!

Oh,here is a good news.
I finally solved my entire Rubik's cube!
By the way,it's my sister's...T.T
Mine is missing.xD

My Results!

Average mark is 59.9.
0.01 mark better than my last year,same test result.
lolx...
Oh,here is a great news.
There is a girl,which is from 1S1 last year.
The best class of form 1 in my school as well as the morning session.
Because of her result getting worse,her class changed to 2D3 by this year..
The best class in the afternoon session.
And guess what?
A friend of mine,which is from 2D4 last year,get a average of 0.01 mark higher than that ex-2D1 girl!
Man...She really gone worse and worse...
Because she keep on playing and laughing with Jocelyn while the teacher is teaching.
I always thought that they have mental problems...
Seriously,they have!
Well,that's enough for today!
Hope can sneak on the laptop once again..T.T

I'm Back!!!

Alright,so here is the story.
I quarrel with my mother about something.
That's my mother's attitude...
She is so bossy,that can say 2 things at once.
First,she tell you to do this and second,she tell you to do that.
Which will you do?
Then,she said I'm stupid *What the fu*k?*...
C'mon!
Parents are good but bad!
Only of you know what I mean..

We quarrel about the phone you know...
Adjusting the phone line here and there,where to put it,where to put the modem and such.
Just for RM120,we do nothing.
But she say she want to save that RM120 *Man! Everything is done just for that price...No messy messy,no anything!!!*
And that's how we start.
Now,she don't allow me to use her laptop and I can't access to my blog to post,as well as the Internet!
Life have no more colours for temporally...
Here is a good news...
She is not back yet,and I'm able to sneak of her laptop!
I'm back!!
Temporally I guess...

Oh Sh*t!

HaizZz...
Teachers are having sport check today and I'm alwayws busy today.
Finding a say to "escape" it..
Me and my friends even sneak to the other class! But the teacher found it..''-.-
Well,I hope my subject teacher wont mind because she don't care! *I guess...*
So,2 of my friends are being so clever and stupid,they let the teacher cut their hair *so funny but I don't mean to laugh..><* and me,I just have some fun with them.^^ So,I said that I'll "D.I.M" and keep on arguing with the teacher.
Then, the teachers tell me to go and see the head mistress *what the fu*k?* and luckily,she is busy!!
So,lets start the game.
On Monday,I'll just ask them to call my parents and let my mother settle it.^^
Glad that my mother support me to play with the teacher because she don't think there is anything wrong with me!
*mum,bomb them!!!*
Monday,Monday,Monday...
Time to have some fun~

Mufti Day!

Yay!
Our school is celebrating Mufti Day today and we are the only school in Malaysia that celebrates this day...
No idea what day is this?
This is celebrated annually and within today,students are allowed to wear any outfit they want to go to school as long as it's not "too little"...
Yesterday,my form teacher told us that no jeans are allowed but I don't care~
So I wear it today.xD
I also heard some prefects say that there might be a sport check to check either your wearings are allowed or not *what the fu*k??* and so,I escape the assembly.
First time~Haha..
Everyone in my class know because they see me disappearing..
It's a adventurous trip~

Well,there are some shufflers that wear their nice pants to school today.
Lots of people wear...Including me! But mine is just plain~
They even want to battle shuffle but they sucks!
Seriously,sucks!
Besides normal outfits are allowed today,cameras are allowed too!
As long as you get a pass from the afternoon session "boss"...
With the help of my friend,I used his pass and I can bring my camera!
It's so fun you know?
Taking pictures during the study hours with you friends,or even take the pictures without them noticing you.
xD
And for some reason,I keep on playing with my camera the whole day.
Snapping here and there! You see,Sony Cybershot...*Best ever!*xD
So me and Vanessa keep on taking each other's pictures....
*Don't make me upload them here~*
Jocelyn been tortured by my camera today...
Ei WeiLin,got pictures for you~
Haha!

Today is just too fun....
Our school is alive with colourful outfits and cheering students and not like the other days that you can only see students wearing black*tie*, blue*girl's pinafore*,green*boy's pants* and white*students uniform*...
As I've said,once a year so let's wait for next year!!!

St.Columba's Day...

Hello folks!
My school is celebrating St.Columba's Day as well as our 80th anniversary...
I went to school so early today and I just slept for 6 hours..">.<
So,there is actually 2 ceremonies today..
1 is our St.Columba's Day ceremony,only Christians need to come...
The second one is the 80th anniversary ceremony..
To be honest,the St.Columba's Day ceremony is way more interesting and fun than the 80th anniversary ceremony..
The songs,the prayers,the choir,it's just better than the second ceremony..
During the second ceremony,me and my friend keep on cursing to let the YB to say thank you and shoo him down the stage with claps.
Speeches from YBs are never short..

Well,after this 2 ceremonies,I go out with my shuffle group to celebrate our leader's birthday..
Chang Long,happy birthday!!!
May your wish come true..^^
We go and play from the afternoon till night!
We even plan to go to the fun fair near the place we're going,Boulevard,but many can't make it because their parents don't allow them to go out at night...
Oh,here is an unfortunate news..

When I'm playing in a cybercafe,I saw my 1 hour time limit is almost end so I go and pay some more.
But guess what happened?
Blackout!!
Man! They just pay me back RM1.50 because they said we played some before the blackout happen.
*Go hell lah!*

HaizZz...
I'm waiting for the money from my friends...
They treat me like a bank and borrow some from me *pay me back or die!xD*...
Well,it's some tiring journey today...
That's all,bye folks!

The Unlucky One...

HaizZz...
I'm very unlucky today.
First of all,I'm so happy that I can finally bring my Rubik's cube to school and learn from my friend.
And guess what happpened today?
No..No sport checks...
But yes! It's missing!
Someone took it when I go down *Go to hell!* and I keep on finding it.
T.T
I think I'm going to get a new one.
Well,from the teaching of my friend,I finally can solved the second layer.Yay for me..^^
Oh yeah!
Guess what result my friend get?
My form teacher called her out to make sure that she*my form teacher*didn't make any mistakes on the mark..
She*my friend*said that she get all subjects fu*ked up.
Refer to my previous post for the meaning of fu*ked up.
Man!
That's horrible! She get straight fu*ked up!
I wondered which class will she be next year,so am I...
Alright! Good night folks!
I need to wake up early in the morning to go to school tomorrow to celebrate St.Clumba's Day...
Nitez~

Oh no...

So,some of my results were given today and guess what?
My friend said I failed my Science!
Can you believe it? No I can'!
I get 26 correct out of 40 and my friend say that I get below 20 for my paper 2! o.O
Ugh...I'm dead..
By the way,Let me explain what does A,B,C,D,E and F mean..

A=Average
B=Bad
C=Crap
D=Death *which means your parents are going to kill you!*
E=Excellent!
F=Fu*ked up

Now you understand?
So..I don't think I get fu*ked up yet..xD
But seriously,my result this time is really really bad..
And a teacher is going to torture me *in a positive way* which means giving me counselling!
Don't know when is it but my sister said it's fun.
Really?
Well,a lot of teachers might not be present tomorrow *that's what the other teacher said* so I can bring my Rubik's Cube tomorrow!
Yeah~Bless me for NO SPORT CHECK!
And lastly,I made some small business today...
When I was eating chewing gum in class,a lot of people came and asked from me.
So guess what I answered them?
20 cent each please!
Man! They really pay me for it...*Idiots...*
Alright! I'm preparing for the worst!It might not be tomorrow,but it's real soon...

Apples~

Yay~
My mother just came back from Ba Kalalang..
A small village in Sarawak,very close to lawas.
That is the only place in Malaysia that can grow apples..
So,don't say Malaysia can't produce apples!!!
Haha...
Well,my mother went there on Wednesday *that's why I need to walk in order to go out!* and she was back today!
Guess what she bring?
A lot of things..
12kg of apples *What?!!?*,10kgs of local salt *heard to be very good and way too cheap* as well as sourveniors from the villagers..
When they arrive there,the kind villagers welcome them with joy...
Just now,I just ate an apple that my mother brought back..
Guess how it taste like?
Sweet but not sour,quite dry but not juicy!
They don't really sell them in many places so it's quite hard for us to taste them in Miri.
Miri didn't sell their apples! Local apples..
Well,my camera is back and fulled with photos but it's too hard for me to upload them here so,sorry!
">.<


Now,all about my results... 4 subjects was given back today,I scored 1 A's and 3 C's.. Can't believe that I get C for my mathematics!!! I always get A for mathematics when I'm in primary 6 but not since I'm in secondary school.. What happened? Looking forward for tomorrow which will be my KH,Science,English and Art..
I heard the teacher tell us that almost everyone failed Science paper 2.
Wow..That's scary..
Bless me folks!!

School Starting...

Within a blink of eyes,2 weeks have passed...
School is going to start in the next few hours..
Damn!
Why holidays can't be long?
Well,I go have my haircut today *Damn you school rule!* and guess what?
I met my friends!
With my friends accompany me,we go and make fun of Jocelyn.
She is working at the ground floor or Bintang Megamal,Parkson.
So we took our camera and captured her pictures while she is working.
Lolx..
We keep on laughing and everyone thought we're crazy *I guess...*
Alright,time for me to go sleep..
Bye folks!

What The Hey?

Wow!
Today it's worse than yesterday.
I never know that my friend will come again!
It's okay for them to come but this is totally not okay!
They sneak into my room while I'm sleeping.
They sneak onto my laptop when I'm sleeping too!
They even played with my MSN contacts.''-.-

Well,it's more fun today because we made prank calls to their own parents!
3 peoples including me inside my room.
1 called to the other friend's house and used weird voice to ask is they in or not.
We even get scolded but this makes us laugh real hard...xD

Sadly,they're not coming anymore for tomorrow...lolx!
They have been here 3 times straight!
And school is starting soon which mean I'll be dying soon!
Test + Discipline....

Friends~

So,yesterday I went for a long walking trip with my friend.
And today,2 of my friends came to my house!
It's some real fun you know?
Laughing and playing in my room with the computer.xD
They came here in the afternoon and left in the evening..
Just wondering when will be the second time.
">.<
Well,we played a lot of things as well as we did a lot of lame things.xD
Friends are totally awesome!
Only if you found the correct ones.^^
Peoples out there,be careful when you're choosing friends...
They can be harmful!!
So be careful.^^
Thanks for my friends to be with me today...
I'm having serious fun today.
Thanks!

Missed...

Lolx..
I can't go to Parkson with Vanessa today....Missed!
No transport because my mother is in somewhere near Lawas...
">.<
But in the afternoon,my friend come to my house and he want me to go to Parkson too!
So instead of someone taking us,we walked.
Walk!!!
I think this might be the longest journey I've ever take.
So sweaty!!
When I arrive at Mega Hotel,I'm like just after shower.
It has been a long time since I don't really sweat.
Always stay in my air-cond room.xD
Still remember Voon from my previous post?
Yup! It's her! Her mother's shop is at Mega Hotel.
That's why I go there.^^
When I'm there,her mother suddenly flood me with question about her daughter's boyfriend.
It's so funny when I heard those questions because she keep on asking how is his personalities.

Well,after I answer and my friend came * He is lost while we're walking...*, we went to Parkson and we saw our other friends too!
Hey Vanessa,are you there when you invited me to play hide and seek *again...* at Popular?
Because I see you no where in that place..
Totally invincible..
Well,I kinda missed it because I didn't see them.
Lolx...
Now,I'm looking forward for the third time.^^
Invite me!!!

Yay~

Would you believe,my mother just bought me a camera!
Sony Cybershot with 12.1 mega pixel.
From now on,I can take any pictures I want!
xD

And this is a big surprise to all of my friends..
Voon finally get herself a boyfriend,Simon!
They were very silent person but wow,being together?
Vanessa saw then holding hands at Parkson today!
I've heard that they have been for quite some time.Is that true?o.O
Totally surprised me...
Even my sister don't believe!
Well,I still need to wish our newly (maybe not) couple happy forever~
Good luck and be steady..^^

Too Bad That You're Not Coming...

I just wished that you could..
You didn't have your passport with you but it's okay..
I'll just wait for the next chance.
I thought that today will be a happy day but it turned out opposite.
I feel like crying but I couldn't.
I just.. Have a lot of feelings that can't be explained by words..
They're too complex!
And everything is about you...
But somehow,I can't get a good reason to give up loving you.
I ever try but I failed.
I don't want this to be repeated...
It's so hurting...
Don't ever do it again,please...
Now all I can do,is wait for your next arrival...
I always say this,but it seems like it never happen...
Come back next time...
I'm sad..

Are You?

Hey Karen...
I know you are with Vanessa at Brunei.
Are you coming here?
Because Brunei and Miri is just like a few kilometers away...
I hope you can come because it has been a long time since the last time I met you.
December 25 2008.
Please,let me see you once again...

Mega Fun At Bintang Mega Mall...

Today was so fun!
Well,I went out with my family once again*It has been straight 3 days..">.<* and we went to Bintang Plaza. It is a good chance for me and my sister to surf around the newly opened Popular Bookshop and Super Save. When We're going,I met Jocelyn and WeiLin. It's the first time I met Weilin.
We continue our journey to Popular bookshop after saying hi.
When we are at the entrance of Popular bookshop,my and mysister get very excited so we rushed in.^^
Then,Jocelyn sms me and I invited her to play hide and seek in this Popular bookshop because it is so huge!
I think it's the largest bookshop in Miri...
From the outside,it seems to be very big but after u surfed the racks,it turned to be small.
The books are neatly arranged on the rack and the racks are so tall!
So after reading some,I have difficulties putting them back.
I'm tall enough,but I still get it hard to put it back because the books are so thick.
Then,for a sudden,Jocelyn appeared in front of me."-.-
Alright...She won!
We chat for quite some time and we head towards our own way..
In the evening,we bought some donuts and we go for dinner..
End of trip.
Bye!

Late supper!

Hey!
I just come back from supper!
It is my first time I went out having a supper late night.
Today my parents are off from work because of the Harvest Festival celebrated by the Ibans and we went out in the evening.
We went to the fun fair near Boulevard shopping complex and I even met 1 of my friend!
It's the first time I see him going out late...
Then,we went for supper at Marina Sea Horse Bistro II.
I shared 1 set of lamb shop with my sister.
She took all the meat and leave me a big piece of bone with a very little amount of meat for me.
Hmph!
We stayed there till 11:25 and went home...
By the way,Vanessa,I've heard that you're coming back tomorrow.Is that true?

Marina Bay~

Hello folks!

Today is the eve of Hari Gawai so my parents bring my family out for a dinner at Marina Bay.
It's a seaside restautant!

This is how the restaurant looks like...It seems to be a ghost house in this picture..

Well,there is also a lighthouse built in a shape of a seahorse!

A special lighthouse...

When the sunset strike,we enjoyed the view of it.
I even took a picture!xD

After that,we make our orders...
We ordered some white clams,vegetables,and 1 plate of pizza.
Then,the waitress tell us that a promotion is undergoing so whoever ordered 1 pizza,you can get another free!
So we get 2 for the price of 1.^^
As we finish,the price was over RM100.
It's quite worth it in this kind of high-class restaurant...
After the dinner,my parents bring us to the aquarium of this restaurant..
It's not the aquarium that is underwater but they use this aquarium to keep these fishes and living seafoods...
Well,here are all the pictures~

Shark! But I don't think my flashlight can't pass through the sea water..">.<
What are these? Prawns! My flashlight makes their eyes glow..xD

Bottled prawns...They always fight so they were bottled when they are small...

The most expensive dish in this restaurant...Lobster!

Oh yeah~
Anyone ever saw these bush?
You can rarely found them in Miri..

There should be more pictures but my camera's shutter is not working for a sudden.
This mean a new camera is coming very soon!
Well,bye folks!

I Couldn't...

I know that they are going to visit you in the next few hours.
I hope that I actually can go with them but I couldn't.
I don't know your feelings towards me.
You might hate me,like me,love me and so on.
But I'm not sure about this.
I hope that you can come here once more.
Staying with us...
Because I can't see you suffer alone at somewhere that I'm not there.
I just couldn't!
Perhaps one day,my wish will come true.
Please,don't leave...
I know you're going to be very happy tomorrow.
But I'll be very sad because...
I don't want the same thing to happen anymore...
I almost give up everything when the first time it happen.
It's something that hurt me deep and wide.
Anyway,I just hope your dearest friend will have a safety trip going to visit you...
I love you...

Hooray For me!!

Yeah~
I went to Imperial today and I bought some wearings..
It has been a long time since I ever buy my clothes so today,my parents allow me and my sister to buy some.
xD
I get 3..Quite nice and the prize went up to RM133.
Total up together with my sisters,more than 200.
Haha~
I even buy myself a new shoes today!
It's such a wonderful day today...
Long time didn't spend money as much as today!
Haha..
And I saw Valentina too!
She is my unknown friend.
I didn't know her much same as her but today,we met each other.
By the way,say hi to me next time.
^^

It's Over! I Repeat,IT'S OVER!!!

Yes!
The test is finally over and I have my 2 weeks holiday!
I hope no boring days during the holidays as that is what I hated the most!
But this time I guess it's better because during the berkala 1 holidays,I don't have my Internet ready!
So now I have it.
Might have some changes..
Alright guys and girls outside there.
I'm going to ask all of you 1 question.
Do you hate it when you sit for the test?
I do..
Because the time is like 2 times slower than the usual time when you're studying or playing.
But this,is totally too slow!
I almost slept during the test and I have totally nothing to do!
No reading,no takings,no nothing!
By the way,I make a lot of shh-ing noise during the test.
xD
Well,happy holidays everyone!

Standing Eggs!

Chinese believe that during today*Don't know what day is it..But it's a special day...*,
You can make an egg stand but only at a certain time.
Well,my mother decided to do it and it work like a magic.
And she even wanted to do it tomorrow to make sure that today is not related to anything about this.
''-.-
So here it the pictures...

There is totally nothing under it..

Ta-da~

Surprising?xD
I do it when it was 8pm and it's still there right now!
Special eh?
Hehe...
Now,about my test.
Sivik,I'm going D-I-E die!
I almost left 1 page blank...
And today,my Science teacher says that almost the whole class fail!
Don't know true or not,but I'm cold sweating...

At Last,It's Over~

Yeah!
All of the important or hard test are all over..
Tomorrow and Friday is just like a piece of cake!
Or maybe they are quite some useless subject..
By the way,my PSV II today was messed up.
Bad drawing,quite nice colouring..T.T
Wish for the best!

As Before,HORRIBLE TEST!

Today gone worse...
Sejarah..
I "tembak" all.
*Which mean I simply choose the answer*
PJK...
Same as Sejarah.
KH?
So damn easy!
By the way,before our test today,we have a short speech.
The school wanted us to donate food for the food fair,and money for building a new block so there will be no afternoon session.
You know how much?
3 million!
I wondered how many sweets I can buy using these 3 million...
Perhaps a huge house..
Stay tuned for the result of my PSV II!
My weakest spot ever..

Horrible Test...

C'mon!
My test today was horrible!
Let's start with my Science paper 1...
Everything went smooth at the front but the back was quite hard...
Science paper 2 is just like paper 1,easy at the front,hard at the back...
Now,prepare for the worst..
Mathematics paper 2!
I finished it but I don't think I can get MOST of them correct..
T.T
Now I'm afraid of our PSV...
I need to draw!!!
My drawing sucks!

Rubic's Cube~

Well,since my class is popular playing with Rubic's cube,I bought myself one today...
Its hard to solve it..
After a page that I've solved,the other was a mess!
There is a friend of mine,who can solve the whole thing in just 28 seconds..
You can say wow!

You know,I supposed to go out with 2 of my friends today but unfortunately,they turned out unable to come!
Damn man!
I've wait them for quite a long time until I have a argue with them on the SMS..
Which mean I accidenty scolded his parents..xD
Sorry...">.<

Oh yeah,I went for some injection too today..
It doesn't hurt when the doctor was injecting but it hurts like hell after a few hours...
Ouch!
It's hurting right now..

Do You?

Do you know?
Everything that I did for you is because I loved you.
And it's happening now.
I'm loving you right now.
Can you feel it?
Calm down...Listen to your heart.What is she telling you?
I've listen to my heart.
He said to me that do not give up the girl that I loved.
Did she tell you anything?
He also told me that giving you up right now is not a good.
Is that true?
I never wanted to give you up but please don't make me do so.
Whatever feelings you have when I give you up,neither happy nor sad,I'll always be sad.
you might thought this is nothing,but this is something for me.
Something that will change my life.
Do you still remember the first time I said "I love you" to you?
I said that with my true heart...
Do you still remember the first time you rejected me?
I'm down for a week or so until I've found something.
I couldn't give up.
Because I believe some day,a miracle will appear...
And on that very single day,you'll be mine and I'll love you forever...

Test Is Going Smooth And Steady~

Peace for me..^^
I'm sitting for my Malay paper 2 and English paper 2 today..
It's like a piece of cake!
But the novel part is like sh*t...
I just simply write hoping to gain some mark..
Well,I'm facing my Monday test which will be Science paper 1 and 2 as well as Mathematics paper 2..
Good luck for all of them who are sitting for the test,including myself...
^^

Test Is Coming...

Tomorrow will be my Semester 2 test.
I must do my best..
By the way,you guys might think that I'm weird because I still using my computer right now.
Actually,I'm NOT!
I even played Maple story when I'm sitting for my UPSR.
And those parents who keep on forcing their kids to study,let them relax.
You try to study like your kids do,then you know how hard it is..
Well,everyone please bless me.
T.T
I must get my average mark higher than 61 as that is my periodic test 1 result.

The Letter Is Ready~

Finally,I can get rid of this Chinese class!
My mother just type and print the letter out and waiting to be sent tomorrow.
Wehee~
And I learnt to do something today..
I learnt how to change the door lock!
Well,since it's my first attempt,a accident occurred.
I almost make the door cannot be open anymore!
Lucky enough,my mother "saved" me.
xD

I Hate Chinese Class!!!

You see,since last year,I've been attending my Chinese class every time until almost at the end of the year,I go somewhere else instead of the class because Chinese is too boring!
Same as this year..
From January till now,9 times I didn't attend my Chinese class without a reason and the discipline teacher called me down today.
He rotan me once and he said no more pontengs or else,1 stroke at the back.*You know where is that...*
Man!
Chinese class is so troublesome for me this year..
I wish my parents would just allow me to write a letter and send it to that old teacher.
Seriously,she is very old.
My grandmother is about 70 and that teacher look older than my grandmother.
Every time,I called her lao ah mu lao shi *old grandma teacher*...
This Friday I'll sit for my Chinese paper 2.
I hope I can send a letter to this lao ah mu so that I do not need to go for Chinese paper 2!
There is also a reason why I choose to quit Chinese class..
They make my average mark drop.
which is more?11 subjects or 12?
HaizZZ...
Letter please letter...

Happy Birthday~

Happy belated 14th birthday to me~
I'm so happy this year with all of my friends wishing my a belated happy birthday.
Thanks for all of your gifts and wishes
*You know who you are...*
And for Jocelyn and Emily,thanks for the sweets you gift me.
My sweet supply for a year.
xD
Wel,my mother gave me RM50,my grandmother bought me a piece of cake and gave me RM30.
I think it's enough for me to buy myself a favourite cake of mine..
Cheese cake!
Haha...
I don't have a party this year...
Party is always fun,but always messy.
">.<
Well,since now,I'm 1 year older.
Man...
I hope you're here to celebrate it with me.
Sobs...T.T
Well,happy birthday to myself and may my dreams come true...^^

The Good And The Bad...

Well,let's talk about the good.
There are 2 of them...
First,I finally made a new home for my pet tortoise!
I hope they are happy with it..
Secondly,do you guys still remember I went to a minor surgery 1 month ago?
Now,it's recovered!
During this month,I've been to school with sandals with my toe warped.
T.T
Now I can wear my school shoes!
But I'm not wearing for this week..
I want to escape the assembly!
Just hate it much...
And also the doctor!
Clinic Yeo says that I will recover in 2 weeks.
Now,it have been 1 month.
Then,I went to Clinic Dinamik to have a check up and now it's recovered.
Thanks Clinic Yeo for helping me removing it,and damn you for giving me extra 2 weeks!

Alright...Now,let's talk about the bad.
My earphone just broke down!!
Crap man!
For a sudden,the sound went low and blurry.
It's not the problem of the speaker in that earphone,but something else.
Man! I can no more listen to my musics..
Going to buy a new one these few days.
Grrr....

Do You Know?

Do you know?
Everything that I did,there will always be a reason behind it.
A reason that I always wanted to tell you.
Because I truly loved you and I'm serious.
I'm not those boys who like to play.
I'm just serious!
I've keep this reason for a long time...
Now,it's time for me to tell you.
I know you are here,and I know you will stay.
That's why,I'm telling you.
Tears always fall in my heart everyday but I'm laughing with my friends.
Why?
Because I know that you will be more sad if you saw my sadness...
As long as you're happy,I'm enough with it.
But now,many things happened at your place..
Friends,relationships,studies,everything!
I can't take it anymore..
I can't see you suffer these pain which is more worse than the pain I'm suffering.
I really hope you can come back to be with us,be with me.
I know you always want it...
Right?
I'll wait for your next arrival...
I promise...

New Car~

Look!
My mother just bought a new car..
Produa MyVi..
She sold her Kancil which was owned by her long time ago.
Man!This car is an auto-transmission..
I would like a manual-transmission because you can do more stuffs with it!
Grrr....
By the way,it's a whole new car.
xD

The Reason...

I've found a reason for me...
A reason to keep myself on living,
a reason to change to who I used to be.
A reason to take the pain,
a reason to suffer.
A reason to be strong,
a reason to start over a new.
A reason to take care of you,
and a reason to be with you...
The reason is,because I truly loved you.
I hope I'm the one who will be there for you.
I hope I'm the one who will wipe your tears away.
I hope I'm the one who will be walking along your journey with you.
And I hope that I truly can be with you.
I'm not perfect.
But I'm sure,I will be the best in your heart.
Because I'm sure about the reason,I truly loved you.

Eggs!!!

Guess what!
My pet tortoise which I had for about 3 years,lay some eggs today!
It's oval for some reason..I don't know why.But it looked weird compared to the turtle egg.
Well,my mother bury it in some sand and she asked her friend which she hatched over 30 tortoise eggs.She said to my mother that they need about 100 days.
What??
That's longer than a hamster!*I ever have them...*Taking care of these eggs are hard...Once too dry,the eggs will be dried out.
T.T
It will never happen!!
xD
Well,hatch please hatch!!!
3 months from today which mean at least about 11 October.
Whoa...Good luck hatching.^^

Sushi Time!!

Happy Mother's Day!!
So true that I'm going this time...
Nikko Japanese Restaurant!
Well,my whole family have a good time eating there.
The food there is just delicious!
Because there was too many people,our food come out late.
But still,we enjoyed it.
We ordered quite a lot of food and shared among the family.
The only one who eat raw meat sushi was me!
So I can gulp the whole thing in.
xD
Same as last week,my mother this time ordered a Japanese beer called Nihonsakari Karakuchi.
The taste is very good.
You see,normal beer like Tiger,Hineken and such,have a bitter taste.
But this thing is totally sweet
!Ever drink tuak in Malaysia?
It taste simillar with tuak but a little better.
I'm not drunk.
xD
Ah,that small jug of beer,about 300ml,cost us RM18.
">.<
The sushi is also quite expensive which cost about RM4-RM36.Do you guys like wasabi?I ate my sushi with them and it suddenly went up right to my eyes and nose.Lucky enough I just put a little.I have a experience that I cried because I ate too much.
So this time,I put only a little.
Well,I have some suggestion of what you should try in Nikko...
Niku Soba*I think I spelt it right*,is a lamb noodle.It taste very good.
Unagi Kaboyaki.Some eel that taste very good.They are not fresh,do don't worry about the bad smell.
xD
If you're trying sushi,try this.Ebiko sushi is made out of fish eggs...
Well,that is a very good restaurant and all of the foods are high costing and delicious.
Until when the bill arrive,the price went up to RM2xx.xx But everything is just worth it.
Well,the most expensive things in the restaurant was this Hennessy XO..RM480
Whoa...
Where am I going next week?
o.o
Once again,Happy Mother's Day!!

Failed To Go Japanese Restaurant!

So,here is the story.Search for my post a week ago to know what is going on.
Well,today my mother is going to some jazz festival at 6pm,so our dinner was canceled.
Maybe tomorrow?
Since it's mother's day!
Who's paying it?
xD

Audition~

Because our school will be having a 80th anniversary concert,we are having an audition today.
Whoever are involved in preforming in the concert will be chosen by today and next week.
Well,my shuffle group attended and they preformed very well.
If they did it,our group will be very popular among the school!
Our fate are on their hands...
There are a few girls in my class go singing and their voice are not bad,not good.
xD
Well,till then bye bye!

She Is Here!

Yay!
My grandmother just arrived in Miri yesterday...
She just bought along a lot of things and gifts!
Well,she bought a loaf of bread which smells very very good as well as it's taste.
It cost RM18.
*Who's going to eat it?*
And some herbs for my family.
After she arrived,we have our dinner outside and when we came back,it was about 10 p.m. which really messed up my home works!
I did my home works in school today...
And there was lots of them!
By the way,she is staying here for quite a long time..
Hope she will be happy staying in my new house.
^^

The Desert Is Gone!!

Wow!
Believe it or not,the mini desert has recovered because of the massive rain!
Yesterday afternoon,when I'm in school,the desert is still there.
But today,it's almost gone!
How amazing is that?
I never see grass grow that fast...
Or maybe...
I see it wrongly?
Haha...
Let's welcome the green!

Heavy Rain,Strong Wind,Thunder+Lightning...

Yesterday was some rain,today is just a heavy downpour.
By the way,I just found out that Miri caught a wild fire because of the hot weather and the rain yesterday didn't stop it.
I think the rain today does..
Well,the mini desert at the field is still there!
I think the sand will be washed away...
Or maybe not and remain there.
Lolx..
Well,till then bye bye!

Finally,It Rained!

Wohoo!
You see,Miri have stopped raining for quite some time and the weather is very hot.
Then,something good happened today!
It rained!
It's about 1am when it rained and it rained until the morning.
Yay for us...
By the way,because of the hot weather,our Pusat Belia have something happened.
Few days ago,there was a hand ball competition between Miri and some other places.At the beginning,the large green field was totally green.But because of the hot weather and the competition,there was a part of the field have no grass left.
Totally sand.
A beautiful large field have a small desert in it.
Even if you walk on that place,you can see dust flying behind your feet!
Well,just hope that the grass can grow back or the mini desert will remain.
Lolx...

What Happened?

I'm not sure that what happened to you.
I know and I'm sure that you are having some troubles.
Mind you please tell me?
I think what you say is fake.
By reading what you say,I can guess what happened.
I don't want you to suffer...
Let me do something for you...

Minor Renovation~

Well,my uncle's company is moving to somewhere else so he bring back some furniture from his office.
Then,he rearranged all of them in my room.
Now my room have a new and better looking.
Yay for me!
Well,I spent the whole afternoon shopping and I saw my mei too!
*Hello mei...*
And I also spent my whole evening arranging all of my stuffs and take all of my books to the shelve.
Phew...
It's so tiring!

Labour Day...

Today is a day that is celebrated all over the world...
And my mother stayed in the house the whole day!!
Too great...
Well,she planned to being us to have a dinner yesterday so she bring us there.
It's my first attempt to try out Korea food!
All of them is very tasty and all of them are imported from Korea too!
Then,my mother ordered a Korean beer and she shared it with me.
I drink almost half of the bottle...
*I'm not drunk yet!*
My mother even bring the bottle back as a memory!
By the way,the beer just taste like those normal beer in Malaysia.
You see,since all of them are imported from Korea,the price appear on the receipt was
RM 168.50
Quite expensive but delicious!
After this,my mother said that she will being us to a Japan restaurant next week.
Whoa!
It's too good to be true because I love to eat their raw food...
Well,let's just wait until the next week and have a surprise!

I Hate Doing This...

Oh look!
There was a problem with my modem or maybe my Streamxy line.Then,my mother wanted me to call the Streamxy hotline!
Well,I called and I do everything that person told me.
Then,the person lead me to the technician..
Then,for a sudden,the line broke down which mean the phone is dead!
I can no more contact that technician!
What I hate it,I hate calling that thing...
">.<
C'mon...
My mother also said that if it is not solved,she will cut the Streamxy line!
Oh my God...
If she did,my life will have no more colours...
All of the colours in my life are from the Internet!
My source of colour are gone forever if she do so..
T.T

Nightmare Before Thursday!!!

Whoa!
This is my worst and first nightmare ever...
(Since April 2009)
Well,this is what happened.
In the evening,there was a minor electric cut which cause a lot of the switch in my house not working.
Those with a socket wouldn't work!
Then,this thing last until the night.
The living room have the lights on but nothing else,the kitchen also have the lights on but nothing else.
Let's think about...
The refrigerator!
My grandmother just bought quite a lot of chickens today!!!
Then,all of the meats was sent to my grandmother's friend's house...
Oh yeah,my sister's room have nothing left,totally black out.
My mother's room have only the lights on and nothing else.Same as the kitchen and living room.
How about my room?
Thanks God for blessing me.
I have my lights and air-conditioner on!!
How lucky is that?!?
And only that...Nothing else!
Not even my PC...
By the way,air-conditioner is just too great!
Then,the nightmare begins...
All of my family members including my mother,my sisters,my grandmother and my uncle from KL came and sleep in my room.
Imagine...
5 person in a medium sized room,with a air-conditioner with 17'c.
*Sneezes*
I hope this problem will be fixed by tomorrow or else,another nightmare...">.<
And my peka was not a nightmare anymore!
I managed to finish it just now...
1 a.m. in the morning.
Then,I feel like going to sleep during class..
Lolx!
But my peka still have only 1 correction left then I can pass up to the teacher...
Oh,when I have Science class today,I told my teacher that 1 of my group member isn't doing anything.
And when that member knew it,he begged me for telling the teacher that he actually did something and let him gain some marks..
Listen here..Begged!
How pity is that?
He said that he couldn't find any pictures from the Internet but I can find tons of them by 1 click.
How I'm suppose to lie to the teacher?
And now,I found a excuse to say...
We have no Science lesson for tomorrow!
Haha...
He is half dead by now,and is fully dead by tomorrow.
God bless you..

Science Peka...

Well,my Science peka just arrived for me!
By the way,it's from 2 weeks ago but I start to do it these few days because I can't think of anything to do!
As well as my group members...
They did something,which is called nothing!
This mean that I got to do it all by who?
Myself!
And tomorrow is the dead line for the peka..
Bless me to finish it by today...
God bless me..
T.T

Air-conditioner

Yes!Air-conditioner!
It's true!
My whole family can't stand the heat in the house because it's like a oven!
Then,my mother decided to set up 1 air-conditioner in the living room,and 1 each for the bedrooms..
Yay!
I'm so happy when I know this...
But my auntie have another opinion...She said that it's a good thing to stay in the house for diet because you can get a free sauna every afternoon...
What the heck?
I'm too thin to get on diet..
By the way,my room still need some curtains because in the evening,you felt like living in a torch light..
Well,I can finally rest in cool,not peace...
Haha!

You Didn't Do As You Promised...

I'm so sad...
You've promised me that you'll have a talk to me on the next day,but you didn't.
Why?
I don't think you're mean it...
So I'll just forgive you this time.
But please,don't do it again.
Gaining some one's trustfulness is very hard..
Since I trusted you so much,don't disappointed me...

He Care Me No More!!!

Yeah!
Mr.Kong finally give up seeking me after my parents go and meet him.
Now I regain my freedom and I don't need to be scared of him anymore!!
That's a very good news for me..
But still,the other deciplin teachers might still remember me...
Just like Puan Mria Jau..
The other day,she came and sit in for our class because our subject teacher is not in.
Then,she keep on looking at me!!
I think she still remember my face..
And I hope that my picture wont appear in the school megazine..
T.T

I Need A Stable Connection!!!

Argh!
I need some very stable internet connection for myself!!!
You see,my internet keep on having problems after I shut down my laptop.
Why?
Damn it...
When can I have a stable connection??

Finally,You Talked To Me...

Vanessa,I'm so happy that you finally talked to me...
It has been a month since the last time you spoke to me..
HaizZz...
But still,I didn't get what I want!
Good luck on him...

Don't Let Me Be Lonely...

Love me or leave me,
but don't let me be lonely.
You wont believe me,but I love you only.
I rather be lonely,than you weren't here with me.
But now,I can take it no more.
I rather want you to be with me,than anyone else...
Because you are the eyes of mine,
leading me to a better life.
Because I know,you are the little angel in my life.
Please make my wish come true,
because you are the choosen one...
The choosen one by my heart,by my spirit...
So please,be with me...
I can stand it no more without you...

能不能再重来？

不用等你开口先说我爱你,
在那之前想对你说我愿意,
你不必问,你也不必等,这一刻就值得爱到永恒!
我该如何让你明白我爱你?
在那之后你点头说我愿意,
想照顾你,想守护着你,
这一刻只想把你抱紧...
这一刻只想,把你抱紧...
如果真的把你抱紧了，你还会离开我吗？
我们的爱情，能重来吗?
如果再重来，
会有什么精彩？
还有什么值得期待？
已过去的未来……
再重来，
难道不会失败？
若失去跌倒的痛快，
前进的方向还存不存在……
我迷路了……
因为，我因该前进的方向不在了。
只有你，可以做我的第二双眼睛……
你，愿意吗？

Back On Posting!!

Well folks!
My Internet is finally fixed!
I can now be back for posting as usual..
When I'm not posting,many things happened and I can't list all of them out!!
Well,just hope that I wont be getting anymore Internet problems again...
T.T

Internet Condamn...

Well folks!
My internet just crashed down because of the DNS thingy..
So I wont be posting any posts!
I hope it will be fixed soon..
By the way,I'm in the cyber cafe now..^^

School~

Yeah!
I'm now back to school and study!
Before I went to school,I go to the clinic once again to wash my toe..
It's still hurts..">.<

Well,when I arrive at the school,some of my friends welcome me back..
*Thanks guys!*
And they asked what happened to me..
*Thanks for caring me much!*
During the assembly,I just stand behind the hall because I'm too afraid that someone might step on my feet..
Then,disaster come again!
Cikgu Niza,who cut my hair last year*I'll remember you!!!*,saw me today..
He asked why I stand at the back of the hall,what heppened to me,and he catch me for having long hair again..
Damn man!
And when I get into my class,my form teacher was there..
She also saw me that I have long hair!
Whoa!
Just the first day I went to school,so much disaster waiting for me..
This is what you called Tsunami..
">.<
And my form teacher said that I must go cut it tomorrow morning!!!
Man!What kind of joke is this?
I wondered what will happen tomorrow..
I hope I wont receive another Tsunami warning again..T.T

Stars~

There was a lot of stars at the sky tonight...
Hoping I can spend my time with you,viewing the beautiful stars...
And I'm waiting for a shooting star to appear,hoping to cast a wish and let it bring it in front of you.
But it doesn't appear...
I can't cast my wish...
But I'm sure,you know it,right?
I hope that you can help me complete my wish,be with me...
Let's just wait..
Wait until the day it happen..
No matter it's too late or too early,it will just happen.
And when it's too late,something bad will happen..
If too early,there will be no benefit for both of us..
So let's just say,as soon as possible.
And at the correct timing...

Surgery....

Well,I have my minor surgery today...

I went the the clinic in the morning and request for this minor surgery..
After the doctor is prepared,we move in to the operation room..
I'm quite scared that time..But I managed to calm down by taking a few deep breathe..
Now the minor surgery starts..
I lie on th bed,and I take a full dose of injection on my toe..1 full dose,2 spots..Ouch!
It's quite hurt the the medcine is injected...But then,my whole toe is totally numb!!
That's when I can't feel anything...

This is the procedure..
He took a kind of scissors,but he put it on the table..I don't know why,but he did..
Then,he take out a mechine..MECHINE!
And I was like..
"What the hell are you doing?"
Then,I hear the switch switched on..
OMG!It's a mechine that is powered by electric!!
I wondered that it is..
And then,I don't know what he did..But I think that the mechine is some sort of laser..
And I think that he used the laser to cut my ingrown nails off..I'm not sure..
">.<
Because I can smell something burnt..O.o
Is he cutting the nails with the laser?I don't know..Because my toe is numb..^^
After this minor surgery is completed,the nurse warp my toe up..
That's when I take my pain killer and some other medicine and leave the clinic..
RM200 to the rescue!
After an hour or two,the painkiller finally gone away..And I feel the pain right away...T.T

Well,after this,I get my 2 days "special" holiday..Yay!
And then,I'll be the V.I.P in the school because I'll be wearing sandals..
And I can't shuffle anymore!!!!
Argh!
T.T

Happy...

Alyssa,I'm very happy being with you this early morning...
Thanks for entertaining me,and being with me...
^^
You have been a such a good sister to me,as well as Vanessa..

Awww...

Well,the whole day I'm so fun and tired going out with my family..
But then,disaster come when I went back home..
After my mother sent be back to my house,she went out again.
Then,she called and ordered me to switched off the switch that she switched on in the morning for charging..*Listen...From the morning!!!*
Now,here is the disaster.
After I switched it off,i went back out from the back door leading to the balcony because the font door of her room is locked,and I'm lazy to close the back door again.
When I stepped out the room,i accidentally kicked a brick*It's for blocking the door..* hard!
Man!
I got a ingrown nail growing in my toe and i kicked the brick with it..
Damn painful man!
Well,going to go surgery within this year..
It hurt you damn much!
I still can feel the pain when I'm typing this all..Ouch!
Just hope it can cure faster after the surgery that I'm planning to do..
T.T
And guys,take good care of your toe nails..

Good Friday...

Well,today is Good Friday.
Who go to the church?
I didnt..">.<
And last year,my school will call all of the Christians to go to the school.
But this year,they didn't.
Weird..
Well,nothing interesting to post about today...
so bye folks!

Curtain!

Finally,we have our curtain in our class..
But it's quite dirty..">.<
We have been suffering by the sun light for 4 months,now we finally can stop suffering.
Man!
It's so hot you know!
Since January,today is the hottest until that me and my friends need to hang our books on the windows to block the sun lights.
And then our form teacher come in,she pity us and let us hang up the curtain.
Thank you teacher!!
Something really bad happened to me today...
Don't feel like it to post in in my blog...
Well,just wish that everything will be okay...

Rose...

If a rose represented love,then why does it die every time?
If a fake rose represented fake love,then why is it be created?
This proof that fake love does exist,and true love always die.
I'm taking a good care of this rose,but the roots will never grow.
Because the rose need another owner,you.
Don't let the rose die,because you're going to lost me forever.
Appreciate this rose,because this is the only gift that I've gift you.
And you are a very good gift that God gave me.
I'll appreciate you,but do you?
I don't wan to lost you.Do you want to lost me?
True love or fake love.
which is better?
A true love always hurt,but a fake love hurt more.
Love is painful,but is sweet too.
I'm seeking for a sweet love,but I failed because I met you.
I hope that you can give me a sweet love,changing my painful love.
Please...

He Is Blind...

Whoa!
I've just found out that Mr.Kong is blind!
Totally blind...
He have been looking for me for 2 days,but he couldn't find me.Why?
It's because I've changed my seat!
C'mon!
I've just change my seat to 2 table in front of my original seat,and he can't see me.
Weird huh?
Or he got neither short-sightedness or long-slightness?
But hiding for a while doesn't mean you can hide forever.
I'm hiding now*Should I say he is blind?*,doesn't mean that I can hide until I'm Form 5...
I think my parents are the best solution of all..
Well,that's true!
He ever said that he want to meet my parents!
Good luck to my parents and me...
And yeah!
Our penolong guru kelas,Cikgu Florence will be taking our class photo with us!
Damn man!
She is the one that catch me for having long hair,and push me to the discipline teacher.
Ugh! Just hope that tomorrow she wont catch me again..
Or else,parents is also the best solution..Haha!

Class Photo...

Well,the teacher announced that we will be taking our class photo on this wednesday..
Damn!
I hope my hair can last until Wednesday..
And I'll just go cut it in the morning of Thrusday..
Bless me guys..">.<

Death Angel Awaits..

The death angel is waiting for me...
Tomorrow,I shall be dead in school...
Because of our school's stupid freaking rule,making me dead..">.<
First of all,my hair..
What's wrong with it? If our school don't have this rule,this wont happen..
Damn you stupid school!
Secondly,stupid Mr.Kong...
HaizZz...
Wondered how I'm going to survive tomorrow..
At least,everything will be alright if there is no sport check tomorrow.
But since 2 weeks ago,there is a sport check every Monday.
And we have a very long assembly tomorrow!!
Arhh!
Angel,kill that death angel and safe me!!!

Heavy Rain...

Well,since the afternoon of today until the evening,as well as the night,there was a heavy rain at my place..
Just after the rain ended in the evening before it start again in the night,I found something intresting so I get my camera and captured some pictures of the giantic and huge black clouds...
And I also flimed a short video clip of a cloud floating very fast in the sky..
During the flimming process,I accidently flimed a lightning..
Well,lets just share it with you guys right here...






Saw that lightning and the speed?


Here are some pictures of the clouds..

Looks like a flying ant...




I don't know that is this..
But it's big enough for a plane to hide in it!



Now they joined together...
It's even bigger!

I don't know why do I take this picture...

But at least,it's nice!

Why?

Why you won't tell me the reason?
You're still in my mind..
Let me forget you,or else I'll remember you.
If you tell me the reason,I might forget you!
So do you want me to remember you?
Huh?
You 2 are just like sisters..
Same attitude!
I think I shall start my life over...
Giving up something that I shouldn't own...
If so,fine..
As long as you're happy about it..
But don't come and find me anymore if you choose this way..

Test Results..

Whoa...I've got my best result ever since Form 1!
But there is some mistakes made my our form teacher!
She didn't include my 63 marks of civic which mean I my average mark is 60.6!
If she add it in, I’ll get 61.08..
Damn you teacher!
She keep on complaining it's the computer's fault..
Unless she typed it in wrong, or else, computer will never did it wrong...
And 1 bad thing..
I get E for my Chinese subject..28 marks..
Shocking eh?
Actually not!
My Chinese is really bad...
Oh yeah!If I didn't take Chinese in my test, I’ll have a average marks of 66..
Man!It's so near to the first place!
The first place is about 69..
And I get the 6th place for 60 average marks!

Something funny happened here...
Jocelyn friend of mine, get her report card so awfully wrong..
She get the 4th place, counting from the last...Lolx!
And she cried in the class, until she called her mother to pick her home..
When her mother arrived, the teacher is just like scared..lolx!
Well, I just hope that we got our report card corrected..
As soon as possible..

Lost?

As the time past,we don't know where we are now...
You're at somewhere far away from me,I'm at somewhere that you can't reach.
How can we continue our journey?
I'm thinking...
Keep waiting,or give up?
If I give up,I'll lose you...
If I keep waiting,that will I get?
You rather spend your time with your friends than me,the one who love you a lot.
Are you avoiding me because of some reasons?
I hope you can tell me,because I need to take my next step.
Neither forget you,or wait for you...
If the distance between us are 100 steps,all you need to do it take the first step,and I'll take the other 999 steps for you...
Will you allow me to do it?
Well,I guess it will take you few years to take your first step...
Do you really don't care,and don't mind anything about me?
I'm just wondering,If I'm dead ,how will you feel?
Happy because of it,or cry with sadness?
I know...
You cried,not because of you care...

What?!?

Mr.Kong is going crazy again..
This time,he said that I need to go see him everyday,before 12:30 p.m. and 5 minutes before school end.

What the fuck??
And he said that he is going to write a letter for my parents..
*Go ahead..I'm not afraid of you!*
He is going really really crazy..
Let's just face tomorrow,which will lead a fight!
Damn you fucking teacher...
You sucks!
I don't want to do it,but he forced me to do it..

What's wrong with keeping long hair eh?
No wonder all of the teachers of St.co are outdated..
They have outdated hairstyle,outdated everything...
Eeww....
And they are jealous because we have updated everything!!
How can new age boy,mix with old school people??
Ugh..
I can't take it anymore...

Someday,

Someday,you will cry for me,
like how I cried for you.
Someday,you will need me,like how I need you.
Someday,you will do anything for me,
like what I've did for you.
Someday,you will love me,
like how I love you.
But I wont love you...

I know it's cruel,so please don't force me to do it...
I don't like to do things that I don't like.
As well as forcing me!

Earth Day,Vote For Earth...

Today is the Earth Day...
And Malaysia is encouraging peoples to switch off their lights just like the other countries do..
Well,my whole house switched off the lights,except the kitchen and the front gate light*not sure*..
All of my neighbours just switch off some of the lights..Ughh....
Come on! Just switch off your lights for one hour and let the Earth rest.
Is that so hard?

At Least,You're With Me...

Alyssa,I'm glad that you're still with me.
But I hope that Vanessa will too...
I think I'll give up revenging since I still have you.
If Vanessa is still with me,I'll cancel my plan..
But still,You'll feel the pain one day...

The Wrong Person...Regret it!

Now I finally relised that I trusted the wrong person,your guardian!
She betrayed me,and take away 3 important things from me..
I want you to feel,how I feel now!
One day,I'll wait for the time to revenge...Be hold!
I really regret it to trust you at the biginning..
I thought you can help me out,but it turned out opposite.
Try to feel how painful it is when you lost 3 person you love..
Try it..
One day,I'm sure you feel how I feel..

The Memories Are Back...

I went into our previous class,1S3.
Staring at the empty seat of yours,all of the memories are back...
I miss you a lot that time..
Hoping to see you sitting on the chair,smiling at me.
But it wont happen...

Is This The Time?

Is this the time for me to give up loving you?
You've caused me some troubles...
Loosing my little sister,and loosing myself..
Why do you treat a joke so seriously?
I'm just joking,and you thought it's true.
Why?
Now,my relationship with Vanessa has gone worse.
Because of you,and because of me.
How can I fix this?
Vanessa,please don't be like this.
Please...Forgive me if anything...

Soon after,I might be giving you up you know!
Now I guess I know why you lie to me.
Because of the same joke!
I hope you got other reason because I don't mean to play this joke.
Please,forgive me...
I need 2 of you,one as my sister and one as my lover.
Please...I beg two of you...

What Hapened?

Too many happenings recently...

Mei,what happened to you?
You seems to be moody the whole day,even I called you you didn't answer me.
Can I help you?
Is it about me,or someone else?

I don't even know what happened to me.
Almost forget every single things that I need to do.
Brain problem?

HaizZz...Mei,I don't wish to lost you.Okay?
Just wish that you could be better tomorrow...

Wireless!

Heh!
Thanks for my cleaver brain,I'd successfully connected to a wireless connection using my mother's laptop.
I might be able to post everyday like the old times,but everything is not confirmed.
And as well,I need your suggestion.
Wired network,or wireless?
Because my mother is planning to have a wireless network so that the wire wont be going round and round the house.
For my own suggestion,I recommended to use wired network since it's easier to use,and it's faster.
Well,leave your suggestion at the comment page.

And yeah,mei,what happened to you today eh?
Like bad mood...
And Yong is back last week,and now she is back to where she was again.
T.T

Well folks,when I got my stable Internet connection,I'll post more...
I'm dead boring in my house...Hoping to have friends around me..T.T
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Well,till then bye bye!

A Story Of A Boy...

Nothing beats experince...
This is a story about a boy,who is taking the pain just to love her.
He knew it,he tried it.
He tasted it,he hated it.
Just for her,he take everything.
Everyday,he wish that she could someday accept him.
But that dream never come true until now...
Sometimes,it seems like it's so near but yet so far...And the fate is just against him!
He felt that their feelings are getting worse,and he is trying to fix it back.
He know it's hard,but he must try.
Because he know,nothing is free in this world.
Everything you did,will be rewarded with something.
Sometimes,he felt that the world is so unfair,turning out what he did rewarded him something unexpected,and for sure,it's something bad.
He almost lost her,because he did something.
Something that almost change his life into a black and white rainbow.
Something that almost make him never try anymore.
Something that almost let him get more experince.
But anything he did,mostly rewarded with nothing good,but something bad.
He sometimes wondered,the world have changed him,or he have changed the world?
He changed everytime he is being rejected.
He changed to be moody,changed to be a little more worse than before.
But he tried to control himself,because he know that she don't like it.
He love her much,and she know.
But for some reason,she don't accept it.
What could it be?
He tried to talk to her,but she didn't reply him.
He tried to care more about her,but she don't tell him anything.
He tried to forget her,but he can't.
He tried to love her more,but it's hard.
Because she don't love him.
He is so pitty...Does she know?
Her life there isn't so colourful than when she is here...
That is what he is thinking.
She said that she might not be back,but he still wait...
She said that she don't love him,but he know that she will change.
He is trying to be strong,but he often failed.
He haven't see her for quite a long time now...But he look at her picture almost every night.
Because he know,that is the only thing she left for him.
He keep on waiting for her arrival,but it seems to be a long time,Unless a miracle appeared.
What will indicate that the miracle will be appearing soon?
Death?
No one know~
Well,he will just wait.
And when will he give up waiting,she might know...
This is a story about him...
I know all of this,because it's a story about me,a boy who love her so much.

为什么你不想见我？

好开心，你回来了。
但是，你依然不想见我。为什么？
我怀疑，你那天在骗我。
你说你去了富丽华，但是，当我打电话给你时，那里的背景很安静！
你是在家吗？奇怪……你为什么要骗我？
不说这件事。从去年，你就开始骗我了。
也许我想太多，但时间能证明一切。
到时候，我多爱你，你会知道。
你有没有骗我，我也会知道。
你真的不想见我吗？我也觉得……可能是因为我们的见面，给你了很多压力。或者……
也许我也想太多。
我很想不见你。但是，我太想念你了。
那好吧！
下次，我会尽量不要见你。
你没说你要见我，我会尽量不要见你……
你开心就好……
但是，我怕你会后悔。
爱你的他，也许会爱上另一个她。
如果你再不好好珍惜他，你就会失去了他。
到时，你再来找他，他也不理你了……
我不想这样子做。不要逼我，好吗？
我想带给你幸福，可以吗？
让我为你做一些事……

No More Internet!!

Well folks,I've moved and I might not using the internet for quite a long time.
Don't be so crazy wondering why I didn't post any posts.
I'm at the cyber cafe now....
Bless me to have the internet fixed soon!!!!

Love...

Love,a complex thing,no one will know...
Not even you,because you don't love me.
I do,but you don't care.
You doesn't,but I care...Because I know,you're mine!
Forever and ever...
Feelings towards you,will always remain.
It will never change,until I've die!
And you'll never love me,until you know how deep I love you.
I may not be the person that love you the most,but I swear to the stars and moon,my love is true.
Believe it or not,up to you.
But I'll always love you,no matter what and forever!
No one will know how deep I love you,but only you and me.
You might not know now,but you'll in the future.
How long is future?
Let God make his decision.
Nothing is imposible,and everything is posible.
You're posible to be with me!
Don't say it's imposible,because it wont happen.
Say posible,because it will happen anytime,anywhere...
I'm with you,and it's true.
No matter what happened along our journey,I'll always have my shoulders ready for you.
And you can lean on it,whenever you want.
If you cry,cry on my shoulders too...Because I know,you will feel better with me.
I wont leave you,but you can leave me.
But I'm sure,you'll be back!
Some one might ask,how long is forever?
No one know...
But all I know,it's a long time.
If I could choose,I'd choose to love you forever than never.
Because forever never ends,and never ends forever...
If I could choose,I'd choose to be with you forever.
Because I know,I'm here for you.
So please,don't leave me,because,I'll be very sad...

你……

我知道你还在老越，但你的家庭成员还在美里……
有人问，我有没有东西要给你。我说，我没有什么要给你。其实，我有很多东西要给你，但你不接受……
我的爱，我的牺牲，我们的未来……
如果你有一天，真的接受了，也许太迟了。
如果你能明白我的心情，那就好……但你不在乎……我们的经过，你还记得吗？为什么……为什么……为什么我们的经历不能重演？如果我真的有东西给你的话，那会是我对你的感情。
你，真的那么不在乎吗？
你，真的不会接受吗？
你，有想过我的感受吗？
我，多在乎你也不管；
我，给多少你也不要；
我，现在的感受，你明白吗？
咳……我还是不明白……是我错了吗？还是你在带领我的脚步，去走一条支路？
我好乱，不知道该怎么做。你可以帮帮我吗？
但怎么帮呢？如果你还在我身边，就不会有今天了！
人算不如天算~上天要把我们暂时分开，但几时复合呢？天阿！救救我吧！我们几时能在一起呢？明天？明年？下一世？
谁，可以告诉我？
难道是我自己吗？

Science Presentation..

Well folks!
I have my Science Presentation today..
The tittle for my group is The Difference Between Fat And Cholesterol.
Erm...I've get ready those details,but I'm not prepared for the presentation the other day and my class mates too!
So the teacher the postponed the presentation to today..
My group was the first one to present it..*Awww....*
After a few minutes reading those information in my pen drive,the teacher give us some questions..
The questions are so damn hard until I can't really answer them!
But fortunately,my group scored 10 marks out of 15..^^
Well,the second group's tittle is Fibre.
After they present it,the teacher give comment to their presentation.
Because my friend isn't so nice today,she put her tongue out and cover by a piece of paper in front of her.
Feeling like that teacher is talking junks..lolx!
And she looks like her tongue is too long and wont fit in her mouth..haha!
Actually,I'm quite happy because I'm the first to present it.
'cause I want to see them fail..^^
I'm so mean..I knew it!
Hope no one get any higher marks than our group..^^
Well,till then bye bye!
Before that,Vanessa,good luck on my brother-in-law..^^
I hope to have 1..hehe
Bye folks!

Is Miri Facing Another Rain Season?

Well,*Read the title!*
Is it true?
It has been raining for 3 times in 4 days..
Will Miri face another rain season just like the beginning of 2009?
It's so windy this afternoon..
And it suddenly changed into a bucket of water dropping down from the sky.

Well,a friend of mine receive a letter from a girl he love.She is just like you,leaving him alone.
He pass me the letter and let me see.
Although it's not my girl,but I can fell that how much they love each other..
The letter is full of feelings..
I've also wrote something in the class today..
I'm bored and the cool wind are blowing towards me..

Winds are blowing strong,
clouds are floating away fast,
Earth spin at the same rate,
but our relationship is getting worse.
How can I improve the relationship of a single love into a nicely couple relationship?
Angel of love,please help me.
I'm suffering love sickness and she refused to cure me.
Or I'm refusing to be cured by some one,but her only?
Angel of life,please help me.
Bring me my medicine...
Whenever I talked to you,I fell that our relationship is getting worse.
Is that true?
Are we at the end yet?
Or everything just started?
The pain,the suffering,and the sacrifice.
It has been a long time.How long is from the beginning to the middle?
And until the end,what will happen?
Will we be together,or will we forgetting each other forever and ever?
Angel of life,please help me.
Dear,please cure me...

Stupid Teacher...

HaizZz...
We all met a stupid teacher today..
He is such a nerd!

We have a assembly today...
And we almost stand for 2 hours in the assembly point!!
Owww...
First of all,Mr.Tan have a short talk.
Then,Mr.Ong talk about the sports day for almost 30 minutes..
Then he passed the microphone to Puan Maria Jau.
She sucks!
In this kind of hot weather,she request us to button up our top button,and pull our necktie higher!
She never know how hot it is,cause she don't have a necktie..Damn you!
Now here comes the stupid teacher,Mr.Tan.
When he was talking,another boy talked too!
Because he don't know his name,this is how he called him.
Kamu!naik ke sini.Kamu!bukan,kamu..kamu kamu!
kamu lah!bukan,belakang kamu itu.
ya ya!kamu!naik sini!

*you!come up here.you!no,YOU!! you,you!!
it's you!no,behind you.ya,you!come up here!*

Well,it should be more and longer than what I'm typing here!
Wondered how many kamu's and you's have he said..
Such a stupid teacher...*I know you're not going to read my blog..So I can post anything I like about you here..^^*
And he handed the microphone to our Evil Granny..
She is even worse than Puan Maria..
She even requested all the male teachers to wear a necktie so that we can't use teacher did't even wear a necktie as an excuse when we're cought not wearing a necktie.
Damn you!
It's normal..As I've said,She's EVIL!

Time Is Flying..

Whoa..
Another week have just started..
And school too! Man! I need to face Mr.Kong again..*Damn you!!*
Ugh...
On January,we always keep on complaining about school have just started.
Now we keep on complaining that the time is running away fast.
What's wrong with human beings?eh?
Now I'm wondering what happened with you.
You suppose to be on your MSN during the weekends..
But I didn't see you..
Where have you been eh?
I miss you a lot..That's for sure.
I've heard that your auntie is coming back to miri for 6 months.
Is that true?
Whoa..I hope you're following..^^
Unfortunately,you're not!
Too sad too bad..T.T
Well,let's just stop here..
Oh ya,all readers of this blog,please wish my sister,Vanessa,get me my brother-in-law..
Thank you..

The Sky Rained..Again..

It rained again..
Does that mean I'm going to cry again?
It rained heavier than yesterday..
Does that mean I'm going to cry more?
Can I stop crying?
Can it stop raining?
Can I stop bleeding too?
Only If I give you up..
But why should I?
It just started and I don't want it to end that fast..
I know..We need to take the pain first..
I'm taking it..
I sacrificed myself to accept that pain..
Can you too?
Why can't you?
Is loving you my fault?
Or I'm giving myself pressure and those pain?
Why I can rarely do something about my love?
I think I've just asked too much questions..
??????????????????????????????????????
Cause I need you to answer me those question marks!
Without your answer I'm stuck..
I don't know to step 1 step forward or backward!
Can you please help me solve out my question marks?

It's Raining..

It rained in a few places of Miri today..
And as it rained,it inspirited me to write this...

It's raining...
Why do the sky rain?
Because it's too heavy.
Why do I cry?
Because I love you so much.
What I can do with the rain and my tears?
Wipe them away?or let them run down my cheeks?
If you can't force yourself to love me,then I can't force myself to stop loving you.
It's raining...
The sky is leaking,my heart is bleeding.
Whenever it stop bleeding,I'm neither being with you or I've left you forever and ever.
You choose..
It's raining...
When will it stop?
Again and again,after the rain,the rainbow will form.
But when can you take the pain?
Will you live through the rain and see the rainbow this time?
But when will you sacrifice yourself and take the pain?
After the pain,you'll feel the true love.
Can't you sacrifice just a little for the true love?
It's raining...
Please live through the rain..
Dear,please sacrifice a little for our future,our love.
I've sacrificed my time and my true heart for you..
It's raining...
Some people are enjoying and playing happily in the rain.
Fishes swim freely in the flooded drain.
Birds are playing the rain water happily.
Everyone is playing happily and enjoying in the rain..
But I'm crying silently..

Happy!!

Wehee!!
I'm helping 2 people on the love..
First is Reuben..I'm the only one he know that can reach "her".
And he told me to say hi to "her" today..After I've said it,"she" is smiling so happy..^^
Good luck dude!!

Now,here is my little sister again..
Vanessa!!
I need to pull you and Aaron together..
They both love each other,but they don't dare to take the first step.
I need to guide them..
But it gonna depends on my little sister's and Aaron's bravery..
Well,wish me and our future couples good luck!

PJ Is So Tired..

This is the best PJ I ever experienced since Form 1...
First,the teacher tell us to run around the field 1 round.
Then,he gave us 5 exercise,which last 30 seconds for each exercise..
The first exercise is pumping..I get tired after the 30 seconds of pumping.
Next is the sit up.Keep hoping I can last the 30 seconds..T.T
Now here is the difficult part..You need to squat down..Then,you need to jump,and put your hand straight up and behind your head..
It's just like stretching your body..Ouch!
At the last 3 seconds,I feel that my knees are like burning..
Now,we're going to do the split jump..
It's like jumping while walking,but you didn't move..
This is so easy man!
And the last,we did some funny exercise..
The guy in front of me have to run to the front,and pluck a grass and give it to me.
Instead of giving me,he throw it at me!!
So dirty...yucks!
After this PJ,I'm sweating like hell..
And my legs are so pain now!
Last time,I walked for 9 hours non-stop..It hurt much more than this.
But this time,only 2 minutes plus,I'm exhausted..
How weak I'm!!

And the Moral today was so funny..
Anyone know what mean sumbang mahram?
It's something like members from the same family have sex..
When the teacher write the meaning on the blackboard,someone requested the teacher to demo it..
How stupid is that?
That makes all of us laugh..XD

A Fight..

Well,there is a fight between those Malay boys and a pengawas of 2D3(my class)..
There are about 10 peoples gathering outside my class..
The Malay boy wanted to fight with that pengawas..Whoa!
First,they scold each other and when they wanted to fight,Puan Maria Jau(Penyelia Petang) came,everyone blast off like a lightning..
They're so stupid you know..
Especially those Malay boys..
They always like to judge people and find for fights..
We,the human beings have only 1 life.
For those Malay boys,if they have 10 lives,they'll spend it all being killed..
Serve you right!
Die Malay Die!!
I hate them much..
But those in good classes like 2D3,2D4 and 2D5..
The others are just like gangster..

And my friend was so unlucky yesterday..
His mother's car got banged by our school discipline teacher's wife..
Rm2000 is being paid to my friend's mother...
It's a new car you know!!
I wondered how much my friend hated him..
I hated him too!He ever cut my hair..F**k!

I'm starting to move today..Hehe..
Kinda happy for it..
Well,I'll go back surfing YouTube..bye!

Why?

Why must the rainbow form after the rain?
Why must the true love be feel after taking the pain?
To see the rainbow you must live through the rain.To feel the true love you must take the pain.
Will the pain last forever?
Or it will be gone after you'd feel the true love?

I've dreamed about you lying to me once again..
You've lied to me a few times,but I forgive you cause I know you don't mean it.
Some people say telling the truth and making someone cry of happiness is better than telling a lie and making someone smile..
But you told me the truth and make my cry because of sadness..
And you've told me a lie that makes me cry of sadness..
Why and how could you do that?
My scar has been wider or curing?I'm not sure..
I'm not blaming your faults..
But what you did for me is correct or wrong,I'm too blur about it.
I'm now still wondering is this my fault or yours,are you hurting me or I'm hurting myself.
Sometimes,I can't stop myself from thinking about our sadness and happiness..
And sometimes it make me cry..
It seems like my heart is flooded..

Uhhh...

Whoa..Mr.Kong rotan me twice today...
On last Thursday,he said that I must see him once a day or he will rotan me..
2 days I didn't see him and today he saw me when he walked pass my class!
Well,we have some funny talk outside and finally I swallowed the 2 rotans..
Before that,
My piece of paper writing love letter was taken away by my math teacher...
Luckily I wrote it in Chinese!Phew..
And soon after that,I wondered will my teacher give it to Mr.Kong to see it...
If he does,I'm maybe in a big trouble..

Well,let me just finish it here..

他知道你和他都没错，只是忘了怎么退后。
只想着向前冲，把路中的问题也跟着人冲到前面。
到了前方，问题如山一样高……
他在躲避问题，还是面对问题或事实他也不清楚。
他知到你和他都没错，只是放手会比较好过。
但他放不了手。他一直抓紧你不放，但你却把他的手放开了。
因为你，他流下了好多多余的眼泪。
他每次都在想，他心爱的你有没有想过他的感受。
他每次都回想你和他在一起的事。
他和你在一起时，你们俩过得好开兴，好像一队情侣。
但自从你走了后，一切都变了……
他伤心的日子多了好几个，开新的日子少了好几个。
这是上天注定的吗？
他知道你和他都没错，只是忘了怎么退后。
如果有人可以退后，就不会有这样的只发生了！
但如果某人退后，他/她就会失去对方……
如果能够向前进，把前头的问题和他一起解决了，接下来的日子就会过得很好了……
但她拒绝了……

Wohoo!!

Yeah! I'm moving to my new home in few more days time!
It's very near to my dearest little sister's home..haha!
Mei,I think I'll have a lot of time with you now..haha!

Well,I broke 1 off my record today..
My first attempt to shower late at night...lolx!
11p.m. and go shower...
It's kinda stupid for you guys to remember your time to shower,but at least it's a life record.

Hmm....Deborah sent me all of your pictures today..
So glad that I receive it succesfully..^^

Well,till then bye bye!

Is This A Glitch?

Well,I can't change my layout since yesterday..
When I clicked Save Template,something like this show up.

Widgets are about to be deletedPlease confirm that the following widgets should be deleted. All the widgets' configuration data will be lost.
Followers2
BlogArchive2
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I clicked comfirm and save..Then,I receive this error..bX-bliced
What the fuc* man!
Now my blog is messed up..My friends can't even drop a comment to me!
Hopes Blogger fix it..

Oh My God..

OMG...I just messed up with my blog!

A Lonely Boy Under The Pale Moonlight

Well,the lonely Valentine's Day is over now..
Lets smile! :D
I'm sad and happy today....
My little sister,Vanessa finally grow up!
She finally found a guy that she always love..
And he loves my little sister too!
My brother-in-law!^^
You better take good care of my sister!

Well,I just spent a little time with you today..
I'm so sorry about it..
I think it's the time I let you go..
But I think I'll not until I know what should I do next..
I might not be the suitable guy for you.
And you might not be the suitable girl for me.
If I let you free,will you be happy?
If so,then I'll take my next step whenever I feel it's the right time..
Cheers!^^

Well my brother-in-law*hehe*,My sister is yours now..
Guys must take the first step or you'll never success.
Take your first step to talk to my sister.
You know you love her,and you know she love you.
Then why don't you just give yourself some brave pill,and talk to her?
Good luck to the newly future couple..^^

我明白了……

前几个星期，你对我说：“放弃一个很爱你的人，那并不痛苦……
放弃一个你很爱的人，那才痛苦……
爱上一个不爱你的人，那更痛苦……
不要等到错过了才后悔……
不要等到失去了才去换回……
好好珍惜爱你的人……”
这几个星期，我都在想你到底在讲什么！
今天，我懂了……
你说：“放弃一个很爱你的人，那并不痛苦……”
你错了！放弃很爱你的人，等于放弃了自己。
你说：“放弃一个你很爱的人，那才痛苦……”
你错了！有谁会放弃他/她爱的人呢？
你说：“爱上一个不爱你的人，那更痛苦……”
你错了！能够爱上一个人，也许他/她不爱我，是我的荣耀！
你说：“不要等到错过了才后悔……不要等到失去了才去换回……”
你错了！我还没错过，但才刚开始……一切都还早，但我快失去你了！我会紧紧地拉着你的手，不让你失去！
你说：“好好珍惜爱你的人……”
那你有珍惜爱你的人吗？

你今天拒绝了他，他的感受你明白吗？
你真的不能给他一个爱你，关心你，和跟你在一起的机会吗？
你告诉我要好好珍惜爱你的人，但你没珍惜……
为什么？

Dreaming Being With You..

I've used 10 hours and 20 minutes dreaming being with you on the bed..
Can you really be with me?
Only 13 hours and 40 minutes left..
Can I have a chance to spend my time with you?

The Lonely Night....

Valentine's Day is just 23 minutes away from now..
I'm so lonely in this Valentine's Day..
I hope you're here so I can spend my time with you starting the next 30 minutes and the 24 hours of Valentine's Day..
Are you lonely at there,too?
Are you thinking about going out with someone?
I do..
Last year I've been asking you to go out with me because I want to appreciate the time we still have to be together..
You keep saying to me that you're not free and such.
But why I can see you out there with your friends?
Are your friends more important than your lover?
How can you lie to a guy that trust you a lot?
How can you hurt him so deep?
Do you receive any roses?If yes,that's too bad!
If roses represented love,then why does it die every time?
No..Plastic rose doesn't count!
If I tell you I love you tomorrow,will you accept my love?
I emotion fell when I see those happy couple who received their lover's Valentine's gift..
Someone asked me if you're still here,will I send one to you?
I answered yes..But will you receive it?or you'll treat it like nothing ever happended?
Sadness always fills in my heart when I remembered our sweet memories..
When can those histories be repeated?
For those who didn't study history,they will repeat it.
If I don't remember or study the histories we had,will it be repeated too?
If it will,I'll choose not to remember and study history forever..

Woops...

Woops...
I forgot to update my blog yesterday..">.<
I keep on searching the difference between fat and cholesterol for my Science presentation. And I keep on laughing on this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PQMXfOQ_5U&feature=related
Well,I can't stop myself from laughing for half an hour!!
Even when I'm lying on my bed getting to sleep..Guys and girls,go watch it!
You wont regret it..Believe me!

Today I've been punished by not wearing my PJ shirt..T.T
But it's so fun! Me and my friends are supposed to stand in front of the office,but we just sit at a bench and read some books until we know the teacher is coming and we rush to the office..
But here comes the bad thing!!
Cikgu Kong is there...And he keep on talking to us blahblahblah and blah!!
And he play with us! He is lucky enough cause I'm in a good mood today..Or he want for it!^^

I've read about Elroy's poem he wrote for "Her"..It's is very nice!!
Well "Her",I hope you understand his heart..He really mean to love you!
*Not Yong!*

So do I..I love you too Yong..
Someone is crying because of you,but you're smiling because he cried.
Someone is weak because of you,but you don't bother about him.
Someone is loving you so much,but you don't even care about it.
Someone is needing you a lot now,but you choose someone else.
You seldom care about his feelings..Why?
He is now crying,but you're now smiling..
He is now bleeding,but you're now curing..
He is now waiting to be cured by you,but now you refused to cure him.
He is now very down,but someone is raising you up now..
How can you do this to him?
He know you might not be back but he still wont give up.Why?
Cause he love you and he need you..
He got a story to continue it with you.
He said that you leave at the very beginning of the story.
And he said that when the story is completed,one will leave to somewhere and never come back,and he will suffer the loneliness...
Is he really not the one you're thinking of?
He say he will wait for you..So can you come back one day and never leave until the story is completed?
He wish hard that you can..

你对我说，

今天能听到你的声音，我好高兴……
当我SMS你时，你对我说：“我喜欢的人有喜欢的人了，有点伤心……”
可以告诉我他是谁吗？
我不是吃醋才问，而是因为我很爱你。
如果你是喜欢他的话，你可以放弃。但如果你是爱他的话，请别放弃……
因为他会知道的！
我也很伤心，因为你伤害了我。
你因该董吧！可能是我不放弃你你才逼不得意伤害我。
就算他喜欢上你，我也不会放弃，因为我们的故事还没完毕！
总有一天，我们的故事会有个美好的结局……
好，我原谅你对我的伤害。
你能在那边找到你喜欢的人，我很高兴。但记得……
你永远是我爱的那一个。
如果他伤害你的话，来找我吧！
希望你能找到幸福……
我牺牲了自己的爱情，换给你幸福。
好好珍惜爱你的人……

这几天的月亮好圆啊！去看看吧！
看到月亮，我就会想起你……
古人说：“海上生明月，天涯共此时。 情人怨遥夜，竟夕起相思。 灭烛怜光满，披衣觉露滋。 不堪盈手赠，还寝梦佳期。”
没错，他讲得对。
远在天涯的人与我同样望月，思念着对方。
情人节快到了，本来有些事要跟你说，但不知道你要不要听。
希望你会接受我的好意……
好了,不多说！
我们就情人节见吧！

Vanessa,Do Not Ever Cheat On Test!!

Well,well,well...
My dear little sister cheated on test today..">.< Sejarah..Is that really so hard?
It's hard cause everyone say it's boring..
Yup! It is boring..But what can you do?
I force myself to learn it..^^
Promise me..Don't ever cheat again,okay?

And Yong,you rescued your 019 phone from the flood?
I've called you today but no one answer..
Maybe you did rescue it from the flood.But why you don't answer my calls?
T.T

Today,I've heard my friends say there should be a sport check!
*Never happend!*
Little sister,you bring something that you shouldn't bring..Haha!
I'll just hide it for you...*Peace!*

And yeah! Today my auntie from KL just came back to Miri for 2 weeks..
We have dinner outside and the food was delicious!

Miri nowadays doesn't rain anymore like before..
So it's so hot!
Today I just know how dangerous Canada Hill was...
It's like an egg standing at the end of a horn!
Any soft movement can cause that egg to fall*I mean rain..*,which mean Canada Hill will have another landslide from the very top of Canada Hill..
Higer than the photo I've post in my blog!
Move mom..Move!!T.T

Miri Flood..

HaizZz..
Miri now also flooded!
But it's not the city of Miri..Just somewhere near Kuala Baram..
Erm..I just found out a cool website for you guys to see the weather..
http://www.weather.com/
Miri is predicted to rain for the next 2 days..T.T

Well,the flood in Lawas is better now..I just heard it from the radio..Phew~
And everyone there is allowed to go home!
Are you home??
I think your 019 phone is still sank..Waiting to be rescued...
You still didn't answer my calls today..
Where have you been?Is there anything bad excluding the flood happened at Lawas?
I just have some bad feelings about Lawas..
Well,just stop talking about you..

You..Made..Me..Sad..

Today I just read the newspaper about the flood in Lawas..
Its kinda deep...
I Hope you're safe..And why do you switch off your 019 phone?
Sank eh?
And you..your 8313 also sank?
Never reply me..
Yong..You make me so moody today..
Never answer my calls,never reply my SMS..
I know you replying some one's SMS just when I SMS you..
I know you're with your phone..
I know you're not answering any calls..But even mine?
If you really really feel that I'm giving you pressure,fine..
I'll stop calling you,SMS-ing you,and even MSN-ing you..
And if you request me to forget you,I'll try my best..
As long as you're happy about it!
Now,I want you to know what you've done to hurt me!
You haven't feel the pain of love..
Once you fell it,you know what you did to me..
Don't say I'm too cruel..
I just want you to know what you're doing...
I still love you..So I wont hurt you.
If a hug represented how much I love you, I would hold you in my arms forever.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried! Neither would a million tears! I know, because I've cried!
Maybe it will...
But when it's the time,it might be too late..

If you want to see a rainbow you have to live through the rain, if you want to feel true love, you have to take the pain..
I've live through the rain,now I'm taking the pain..
But when can I feel the true love?
I know you've live through the rain..
But you don't dare to take the pain!
No..Painkillers doesn't work because I've tried!
Tears are words that the heart can't say..
I've said so much..
What do I gain?
Nothing..Nothing!
Because of you,I gain nothing..
You seems to be changed..Seriously,changed!
Is anything wrong there?Or is anything wrong with your mind?
I don't know..
Since you don't want me to know anything about you..
Or you refuse to be worried by me?
I don't know...Do you realy want me to forget you?

Hanging Out With Friends,But Pain In The End..

Whoa..Its so fun hanging out with my friends from morning to evening today!!
Well,we started at Soon Hup Plaza,or also known as Mega Hotel..
*We're not doing that "thing"! We just meet there.."
When we all reach there,we have our shuffle training the whole morning..

At about 12 pm,the security guard received a lot of people complaining that our floor is too noisy and we got kicked..''-.-
Now we 5 people is separated..A few go here and a few go there..
lolx..
After that,Daniel follow me to meet my family..
We also have our lunch together!
KFC is always fingers lickin' good...

Ah...Full now..
My family and Daniel took a bus to Boulevard,and we join back to our missing friends..
So we 5 are still together!Yay!
But then,everything started to get wrong..
We found more and more people that we know until we have like more than 8 peoples in our "gang"..

Ahh,we also met HSR members...
[H]ard[S]tyle[R]avers
Finally,that Jerry from HSR know me..So happy about it!

When I reached home,I saw a lot of red fire ants crawling all over the car park*I think my mother's car run some over*..
My family predicted that there will be a heavy rain since those small tiny ants are moving..
When me and my mother is observing how and what they are doing,a few ants got on to my mother's feet..They start to bite my mother's feet!!
Ouch! It's so hurt you know..!
I'm the lucky one..But not until the end...
After my mother got bit,I went into the house..
But then,I realize a sharp pain on my thumb!
It's that stupid ant..''-.-
It started fine..But soon,I can't do a thumb up anymore..Or maybe bend my fingers!
Because my thumb swell up..*Thanks to Vanessa for that "swell up" word..^^*
Aawww.....It's so hurt!
I washed it with warm water,put some medicine of it and such,it's still swell up..*Thanks again!*
It's still swelling up now as I'm typing this!
You're reading my pain..Haha..
Ahh...As it bit my thumb,I can't do a thumb up..Which means B-A-D BAD!
It's a lot better now..Phew..

Farewell..

Good bye to our beloved Golden Tortoise Mr.Wong King Kui...
You're leaving to SMK Chung Hua today and that headmistress Evil Granny is coming here...
Oh no..Evil..
Everyone cheered during the assembly..*Weird..They should be crying..*
Well,hope you have a better life there!

Today our last period,KH is so funny...
Our teacher is 5 minute late,and we used 5 minutes to get everyone into the class,and once sat down,the bell ring..
Time to go home!!
Haha..

Well,without Vanessa inform me,I still don't know that there was a flood in Lawas..
Can't believe it..
Lawas is flooded! Are you okay?
Hope everything is fine..
And you..Why you never reply my SMS just like Yong?
You're her guardian..Are you really so busy?
Until not even have any free time to text a